The Prologue

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. I do however own this plot, so no stealing it!

How can one day be the defining point of your existence? I've never quite figured it out. It's like suddenly all the things that brought you to that place, that day have to be the same.

You can't regret anything that happened before that, all because it brought you there; to where he was.

Day after day it drives me crazy, and I wonder what my parent's lives would've been like if I hadn't done what I'd done to land me there. I know it's wrong of me to wish that I couldn't have changed what happened before, still ending up here, but it's pointless and wrong to lie about something like this.

I wish I could have caused my parents less trouble. Maybe if I hadn't my dad would still have my mom. Maybe I would have a little brother or sister, a second chance for my parents. I was never what they dreamed of. I wish they had the time to try again.

It hurts to think my parents would have been happier without me, but they probably would have. Sitting here, looking down at the little piece of plastic in my hands, I know I probably shouldn't even tell my parents. I kept him a secret, and for my parents sake I hope they never find out. I hope I'm just a blip on the radar.

I know my dad has always worried about bringing another woman into his life, and hopefully, he won't be afraid anymore. He can finally be happy.

I know Edward won't be thrilled with this, but he won't leave me. He'd never leave me. I have to believe that. I know he loves me, and I'm just being silly. He's never been unreliable; sure Edward's a bit unpredictable, but he's always been there when I needed him. Always.

There's the prologue. Interested on what will happen next? I know I am. I'm thinking that this will be a completed story one day. I don't know how often I'll update, only that I will. BTW, in this story Bella is messed up because of horrible things that happened in her past so there will be some, ahem, misconduct by her, and maybe some lemons, not all of them BxE, though I'm planning to have Edward be pretty OOC. He's a bad boy, and I think I'd call him something badass, like... Hmmm. I don't know yet. I am open to suggestions. Bella and Edward story, canon pairings blah blah blah. The song We could run away is by NEEDTOBREATHE, and may I just say it is awesome.

In chapter one there is going to be some citrusy goodness, and not the type you'd expect, though I think you'll like it anyway. Please don't read the lemons unless you are mature enough to handle them, I don't want to corrupt any young and innocent minds too early.

Kynthia out.