My Seductive Bestfriend
Chapter 1
I cannot comprehend it, at all. Why now?
Why have a girlfriend now?
Surely, the peculiar encounter we had just a day ago wouldn't be the cause...right?
"Care to share her name?" I asked, my voice sounding nervous, even to me."Hmm?" Her name....
He just smiles briefly before replying "It's a secret" and this makes me feel betrayed, not because he didn't tell me her name but because he smiled for her.
He shouldn't smile for her....it's not good....
I hear his light footsteps, getting louder as he walks closer to me. Though I cannot comprehend the bitter situation, I still feel more nervous than ever. All the possibilities of what might happen in their relationships just goes blasting in my mind. Sex for instance.
For the first time, I think it's better to live without a brain.
"I'm sure you'd love her" he says, placing his large hands over my shoulder and then all I could feel is the warmth of his hands spreading rapidly to all my private parts.
I put on a fake smile knowing that he wants me to be happy for him. "Ofcourse" I managed to say without my voice quavering. Liar. I just lied to my best friend. I can never be happy for him if he's with anyone but me. Never.
He looks at me as if examining my face then his expression turns to worry. I almost forgot, he knows everything about me.
Except...
my love for him
"What's wrong?" he asks with worry and confusion etching his face. I don't like that look on his face. He worries too much for a nobody like me.
I couldn't answer him. I'm afraid that my tears won't hold back if I utter a word. I'm afraid he would be able to look past my disguise that I've hidden from him for so long. I'm afraid he would refuse to be my friend once he knows that
I love him.
Large hands grips my shoulders harder as if demanding an honest answer. And I thought about how his hands could've grip me anywhere else if we were something more.
And if he didn't have a damn girlfriend.
"N..N...No-noth-nothing.." I stutter in response, surprising me in the process considering that I never stutter around Sasuke anymore, not since 3 years ago.
He looks at me, bewildered, eyes blazing with perplexity and fury. "Hinata.... you're doing it again, you're stuttering around me again..." he says it like a boy who lost his way home and eventually had a tantrum. My head bows down shamefully as guilt continue to suppress in my every movement. "N-n-no, I'm, I'm no-not do-doing it... a-a-again." Liar.
Silence stills the air . Neither of us spoke. I couldn't. Words were unable to form on my mouth. And I think that's a good thing since words do not express what I truly mean.
'Before my mind could wander off to something else, he pushes me to the nearest wall. I brace for the impact. But nothing came. I should've felt pain. But I didn't.
"Did you actually think I would hurt you?" he asks, somewhat hurt. That made me guilty yet again since I didn't know what to expect.
"No" I lie.
Liar
"Liar" he speaks what's on my mind and I had no right to deny his statement. Too much lies were already blurted out of my mouth that it would be a sin to defend myself.
Loud thumps resonated the wall. His fist nearly bleeding from the harshness and his eyes gives off so much authority, I had no choice but to feel inferior. But I know better than to give into his demands.
"Tell me what's wrong with you? Why are you acting so different? You lie and stutter, this isn't like you"
"Then you don't know me at all then" I respond, my knees nearly giving out from shame. I couldn't say that I felt
utterly
disgustingly
jealous.
He grabs my shoulder, shaking me to the point of pain. And I didn't stop him because I like him touching me in anyway possible.
I dont care if I get hurt.
"What the fuck!?" he curses with his beautiful lips. I don't feel too inferior now knowing that I make him angry. I want him mad for me. "What the fuck is wrong with you!?"
And that line just brought out an animal in me that I never knew I had. Although I'm not that sure since my vision is clouded with much anger, I honestly don't think it will dissipate anytime soon. "What wrong with me? You're asking what's wrong with me!? Well in case you've forgotten, I wasn't the one who just announced that he has a girlfriend!? A girlfriend I had no fucking clue about until moments ago." I crossed my arms. "What else are you hiding from me, huh?"
What the fuck.
I just screamed at Sasuke.
I yelled.
I sound jealous
"So you stuttered because of that whole girlfriend thing?" he asks as if he was questioning a fish. I could definitely see the relief in his eyes. "Why does it bother you so much anyway?"
"First of all, I stuttered because... well, I'm Hinata. I stutter. Old habits die hard. And second." I raised two fingers in the air as if to prove my point. "It does bother me greatly because we're best friends and you haven't informed me a single thing about her when I should have known!" Ohh... I am so going to hell. LIAR.
I'm making this all up just because I don't want him to see that I am jealous. Fuck, I'm so messed-up
please, please don't let him see that I'm lying. For once, please.
"You're lying" he stated simply and too casually. Hope gone. "For the love of God, just tell me"
Trust me. I wasn't thinking when I said
"Make me" and as soon as those words left my mouth, I could've called myself a dead man right then and there. Why in the world those words blurt out from my mouth, I'll never know because truth to be told, I think I just lost my brain. Since, that is the only possible explanation for my idiocy.
Besides, nothing he can do can make me say that I was jealous.
So, there's no threat.
He smirks. I shudder. I swear those eyes gleamed with evil for a while there. "You wont like it." his eyes looks straight into my eye. "Or you will"
What....?
"Huh?" I asked, genuinely curious. "What...what are you-" my words took a huge pause when I felt a hand crawling on my back and inside my baggy shirt.
Hey, isn't this called seducing?
Ohh...... so he was gonna seduce me? Okay....
Wait a minute
Holy shit.
A/N: I have this bad habit of making cliffhangers in wrong scenes.And I revised most of the part. Reviews are very much appreciated.
