hey please enjoy this is a NOW WAR and takes place 10 MONTHS AFTER INITIATION

tris pov

I open my eyes slowly. I look into the bathroom and see tobias standing there with a towel drying his hair and jeans on. I find myself staring at his abs. his strong muscles and I cant help wanting to touch him. WHAT! Where did that come from, I know I like tobias but where did that come. Im still afraid of intimacy. I think back to the day I told four about my fear. I smile thinking of how nice he had been about it. Tobias now having a shirt on which makes me feel sad taps me on the shoulder and kisses my cheek. "Morning gorgeous, watcha thinking about." I blush. "nothing." he smirks at me im guessing cause he figured out I was thinking about him "hmhh right" I hit his arm softly "Oh shut up." I get out of bed after doing my usual morning routine I kiss tobias softly on the lips. he makes the kiss deeper. I let him slip his tongue inside my mouth for a second then run out of our apartment. He runs after me yelling "that's not fair don't be a tease that's not funny Beatrice." I stop when he says Beatrice I turn around in time for him to sweep me off my feet and kiss me square on the lips. he sets me down never breaking the kiss. My hands find the chest I had been thinking about just this morning and his hands find my waist. We stand there kissing for about a minute when we hear someone clear there throat behind us we both pull back and see Uriah, Marlene, Christina, will, zeke, shuana, and lynn. All staring at us both tobias and I blush while our friends laugh at our faces. I glare at Uriah who is doubling over in laughter. When he sees me face fear fills his eyes and he coughs "anyone for breakfast? I smile at how he is scared of me and agree. We all walk to breakfast Tobias still has his arm around my waist tightly. He leans down and says "Next time we will be in our apartment so no interruptions." I stand on my tippy toes to reach his ear and say "I would really like that he laughs and kisses the top of my head.

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It about 9 and I am waiting for tobias at our secret spot in the chasm. I told him to meet me here after his shift in the control room that's when he walks in kissing me on the cheek. "Hey what do you want to talk about he says. I sigh and say "Please don't get mad at me or do anything crazy...Please." He looks confused but doesn't push. He just leans in and kisses me excitement fills my body but is mixed with fear. I pull back and look down at me hands he holds my hands and softly says "Tell me, I promise not to get mad at you... I love you." For some reason when he says he loves me this time it means more then all the other times he has said it He truly loves me not that I didn't believe it Is just seems to mean more this time. I look up at him and just start crying because he is so perfect and im so small and not as curvy and I was holding it in. He holds my hand tightly and whispers its ok and he collects me in his lap and says "I see it in your eyes your scared please tell me what your so scared off." I look up at him and with all of the energy and bravery I can muster I say "Im scared of what I want."

ohhhhhh how is four going to react please review and I will update soon. :) ;)

-tobiaslover1212 (love that man!)