What If
A/N: J.J's POV. What if I had decided differently? (Dream sequences are in italics.)
What would have happened if I had chosen differently? Would we be driving to see my parents instead of me and him? The dream is so fresh on my mind it is almost a reality.
"Hey babe I'm home." Emily says as she walks.
Wait Emily then I realize it feels right. "Momma." Henry yells running down the stairs to great her. That sound just makes me want to cry.
"Hey big man what are you suppose to be doing?" she asks hoping he is not in trouble.
"Nothing." HE says timidly knowing that he is lying.
"Nothing really I find that hard to believe." She says with a smile.
I guess this is when I am supposed to walk in the room. "He is supposed to be upstairs working on homework and cleaning his room." I say with a smirk as I see her face. She is praying that she is not in trouble by me.
"But mom Momma just got home I was just saying hello." Henry says with those cute blue eyes. Now I know how you feel when I give you that look.
"Well you said hello now go back upstairs and do what I said." I say as he slowly goes back to his room.
"You are too hard on him." She says trying not to get on my bad side.
I can't help but smile you are so darn cute. "Yea but if I was not hard on him, he wouldn't do his homework till midnight. Just like you did." I say trying not to be too irritated but also trying not to show you that I am kidding. I love making you sweet.
"I know babe but still." You say trying to give that smile.
"You know I hate it when you look at me like that." I say leaning in to kiss you. Right when our lips touch I know that I never want to leave this place again. Right at the moment we pull away I hear the most awful sound in my life.
"Jayj?" Will says from the driver seat. "J.J?"
"Huh…Uh…What?" I ask trying not to show my irritation from my daydream.
"I asked what you were thinking about." He asks.
"Uh nothing just a what if." I say as I look behind me at Henry asleep in the backseat. I guess dreaming is as close as I'll ever get.
