cold numbing pain enters my brain why why why.....
does it feel so comfortable one warm feeling like im just
that much closer to death i feel it i see it and it envokes
me to my insanity i sit hear in my padded mind rocking
back and forth trying to figure out why im hear saying to my
self i am sain i am sain is what i am
but from all of my greatness i feel cold cold my face feels
wet why do i shed tears i have no name no family no love
then why should i feel the biting of being alone once again
i scream scream scream they say im insane but am i just
seeing what is real and what is not i see things that are
not there i feel thing that are not there and i think in a
way that only a supreme being would understand im just a
girl a lost little girl with now when i see the angels come
for me it's a
race to see who can kill me off first and then yet again im
cheering them on "come come kill me my freinds" or should i
call them freinds they are the ones that will take my only
one short lived soul and put it where it belongs in space
not the space where u see stars and the gods the selves no
they them selves would not mingle with the likes of me or
even my own kind the space where dreams are welcome and they
are the places that being insane are truly understood i
write this my self seeing that im now just another doped up
crazy bitch as they like to call me yes true i am a doped up
crazy bitch but this bitch has a human side where for just a
sliver of this endless time im actually a normal person i
right this knowing that i only have a short time before i
die and hope that u will understand what i say i give this
to my comrade in arms the one who will publish this and i
know now that this will be a hit with the idiots of the gen-
ral public listen to what they will say " my god i know how
this feels to be crazy i know what a crazy person thinks im
now a doctor for psycho paths and crazy doped up methane
addicts " and don't say this wont happen i know it will i
can see the future before my death and u will to there will
be no white light at the end of the tunnel none of the con-
troversial bullshit that likes to make it's self know to
people and i say this now there is a god to everyone and the
religion side is just one big gathering to the same god that
takes them under there wing and when they die they will all
live among each other well knowing that they them selves
have provide that they are and have done something now i go
to the place beyond i say not good-bye i will miss u but
fuck off and get a life and a real job nothing is what it
seems nothing is what it feels but hay thats just this crazy
doped up bitch and this is the end for me but i don't give a
fuck to anyone or anything i don't take things to heart who
cares what people think of u or me or the bum down the
street think about it........
does it feel so comfortable one warm feeling like im just
that much closer to death i feel it i see it and it envokes
me to my insanity i sit hear in my padded mind rocking
back and forth trying to figure out why im hear saying to my
self i am sain i am sain is what i am
but from all of my greatness i feel cold cold my face feels
wet why do i shed tears i have no name no family no love
then why should i feel the biting of being alone once again
i scream scream scream they say im insane but am i just
seeing what is real and what is not i see things that are
not there i feel thing that are not there and i think in a
way that only a supreme being would understand im just a
girl a lost little girl with now when i see the angels come
for me it's a
race to see who can kill me off first and then yet again im
cheering them on "come come kill me my freinds" or should i
call them freinds they are the ones that will take my only
one short lived soul and put it where it belongs in space
not the space where u see stars and the gods the selves no
they them selves would not mingle with the likes of me or
even my own kind the space where dreams are welcome and they
are the places that being insane are truly understood i
write this my self seeing that im now just another doped up
crazy bitch as they like to call me yes true i am a doped up
crazy bitch but this bitch has a human side where for just a
sliver of this endless time im actually a normal person i
right this knowing that i only have a short time before i
die and hope that u will understand what i say i give this
to my comrade in arms the one who will publish this and i
know now that this will be a hit with the idiots of the gen-
ral public listen to what they will say " my god i know how
this feels to be crazy i know what a crazy person thinks im
now a doctor for psycho paths and crazy doped up methane
addicts " and don't say this wont happen i know it will i
can see the future before my death and u will to there will
be no white light at the end of the tunnel none of the con-
troversial bullshit that likes to make it's self know to
people and i say this now there is a god to everyone and the
religion side is just one big gathering to the same god that
takes them under there wing and when they die they will all
live among each other well knowing that they them selves
have provide that they are and have done something now i go
to the place beyond i say not good-bye i will miss u but
fuck off and get a life and a real job nothing is what it
seems nothing is what it feels but hay thats just this crazy
doped up bitch and this is the end for me but i don't give a
fuck to anyone or anything i don't take things to heart who
cares what people think of u or me or the bum down the
street think about it........
