Twisted

It shouldn't matter to him, that Stein and Marie had gotten together at
last. After all, he was the one who had turned away first. From the
twisted, half love they had together as meister and weapon. He seemed to
make it a habit of screwing his meisters- Kamia wasn't the first,
either. Oh, hell no she hadn't been first. Maybe his Kohai's insanity
had rubbed off for that year, but Spirit distinctly remembered most of
those nights he had spent in between the stitched sheets.

Oh, heaven didn't compare.

But it was a twisted kind of heaven, after
all, more like hell when he saw his partner's madness in action. Spirit
couldn't help but wonder whether or not Stein ever really knew how to
love. Their meetings had always been brief and rough, a savage need to
relieve consuming all their time. Spirit had never told Kamia of that
brief year he had spent with Stein, how hot it had gotten and heavy they
had been. Spirit remembered with a shudder how Stein's face looked in
ecstasy, that very first time they had met. It still, oddly, turned him
on... Even after he thought he had left behind that twisted year.

After all, he was interested in women. For heck's sake, that was what
had gotten him into trouble with Kamia. That was what had ended what he
thought would be a lifetime of wedded almost bliss. Well, it did become
bliss AFTER Maka was born. A shudder ran through Spirit. Kamia pregnant
was not a pleasant memory... That was the one thing he worried
constantly about with women. Despite the reward afterward, he did not
want to go through that living nightmare ever again.

Which was why he always carried protection. Just in case.

Even though he wouldn't HAVE that problem with another guy...

Disturbed by his train of thought, Spirit shook his head and groaned.
Maka would hate him even more if she knew he was, most likely, bisexual.
Still. That was one secret he would take to his grave though.

He sighed softly, wandering the streets of Death City. He didn't feel
like going to Chupacabras... He'd only end up seeing Kamia's face in all
the damn women there... He wasn't in the mood with his old partner
finding bliss at last in a woman that gave him more than Spirit himself
ever could. He slumped moodily when he was reminded of this. He had such
a tendency to lose his meisters, one way or another... One to marriage
soon, most likely, and another to his own philandering. He wouldn't
even have a drinking buddy after Stein got married to Marie.

A sad smile played over Spirit's lips. He'd have to, in Soul's words,
'play it cool'. Be happy for Stein and Marie... Be happy that his first
partner had found his sanity at last.

Even as everything was falling apart the second time around.


This is just a weird drabble that came when I was channeling Spirit. Maybe this happened, maybe it didn't. That's the joy of fanfiction, readers. Forgive the weird format, I copied and pasted it on here. Well, if the format ends up weird when published... Ooops. Sleepy and rambling- not a good combo. Anyways, leave a review if you liked (or disliked) my work! ^^

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