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sorry about grammar and spelling mistakes, I'm dyslexic so i find it hard to spell correctly.

Christian point of view

The last year has been the scariest but fulfilling, I have told my parents everything about Elena, I thought they would hate me but they don't; mom was the most hurt, blaming herself because Elena was her friend but I explained that I wanted it… that she made me want it. My dad, Carrick, was a bit disappointed that I follow and became a Dom but then he understood… he said that he was proud… God I sat and cry like a baby in front of them after that.

Gail, Sawyer, Taylor and I have become closer, I see them as friends now, they helped me so much, they are still my staff, but on the weekends they become family. I have stopped my BDSM relationships, I just couldn't… not anymore. Elena is gone, well I trying to get rid of her, she keeps ringing but I blocked her number, is not allowed access to my home or GEH and my family have disowned her.

"Christian?" Jason Taylor, my trusted friend and employee asks. I turn towards him, I didn't realize I was lost in my own thoughts "yes?" I ask, he is looking at me questionably, his brown buzz cut hair and black iron to perfection suit, his blue eyes looking at me sharpy, "you spaced out on me" he says, the question hanging in the air "sorry, I was just thinking off the last year and what has happen since…" I trail off, he nods at me, understanding what I mean.

Siting in the lounge, Gail, sawyer, Taylor and I all talking with the TV on low volume in the background, my apartment was big and styled, clean white walls with expensive paintings, a sink in lounge, and all open area place. "what a year" Sawyer said sipping his beer watching the TV. The TV was on some stunt show; I wasn't interested but Sawyer loved these types of shows.

"How the company? Anything interesting?" Gail asks looking at me "okay, I am working on a deal with Ros, the Chinese what to sale their company, but what more money than its worth and they won't work with Ros because she is a woman, they're piss me off" I say, getting frustrated just thinking about it. "why? She only a woman, it shouldn't matter to them" Taylor asks not looking at me but at the TV on the wall "something to do with traditions, wait until they find out she is gay" I say laughing, Ros is my second in command, she's my go to woman. Sawyer laughs, "I would pay to be there and see their faces when they find out" he says chuckling, I imagine their faces and laugh with him.

I look up to the flat screen TV on the wall, see in a television reporter trying to talk to a woman with fire red hair in tight black motorbike leathers, she is ignoring him, he tries to get in her face with the microphone, "Steele…" she cuts him off pushing the microphone out of her way "piss off" she says still walking. I recognize that voice; she looks straight at the camera her green eyes the brightest he has ever seen. He gasped "Ana?" i say, everyone looks at me "you know her? she is the best driver the world has ever seen, no one can beat her" Sawyer says "I… she… was my best friend when I was younger" I tried to explain, remembering her protecting me "you had friends?" Taylor asks sounding confused "when I was with the crack whore, Ella, she protected me…" I trails off looking at the screen, "she is the best the world has ever seen" the reporter says into the camera "but… you never said anything about her before?" Gail asks looking at me and back to the screen. "I did when I was younger, nobody could find her… I thought she was dead, she had it the worst… always protecting me…" I stutter where is she? is she okay? what happen to her? i need to know, i look at Taylor "Taylor find her and any information about her" I command, he nodded getting his phone out.

An hour later Taylor get an ping of an email, he looks at his phone and presses a few buttons then starts reading "Anastasia rose Steele, born 14th September 1985 in Detroit, father: unknown, mother: Carla Steele, deceased, no siblings or relatives" he pauses looking at me "Keep going" I say. "no school history, employment: unknown, medical history: unknown, address: 44 filament road, Washington" he finishes I look up at him "that's it?" I asks, he nods "how is that possible?" I asks "I have no idea, but we know where she lives" Taylor says, I get up "okay we're go where she lives" and start walking towards the elevator i look behind me to see everyone sanding behind me "come on then" I say walking the rest of the way to the elevator and pressing the button for it to open the mirror doors, it lights up, I see Sawyer, Taylor and Gail standing behind me, the doors open and we all walk in.

Arriving at her house, I'm amazed, it is a little cottage in the country side, everywhere I look it is all green, flowers all around the house, it looks homey. We get out the car. There is a light on in the cottage so I know she is home, we walk up the door, a light overhead pings on as I knock. I hear someone walking towards the door and unlocking it. It opens reviling a five foot eight woman that I recognized at Ana, her fire red hair falling down in waves to her bum, she is wearing grey sweatpants and a short sleeve black t-shirt, in the overhead light I can see the tattoos of roses and leaves and the different shape sliver scars on her arms, she has no shoes on and you can see the small sliver scars there as well, she is looking at us questionably. "yes, can i help you?" she asks looking at Sawyer to Gail then Taylor then finally me, I stuck in a breath sharply, "Ana?" I ask she looks at me "how do you know my name?" she asks threatening "it's me Christian?" I say looking at her hoping she remembers me like I did her, she looks closer at me then gasps "Chrissie?" she whispers but it comes out as a whimper

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