Alright, I'm going to start making a collection of songfics when I'm bored and don't feel like writing my other book The Trail of Dawn. Yes, I know... I shouldn't start writing anything else until The Trail of Dawn is finished, but I just kind of was in the mood to write a songfic. As soon as I heard this song, I instantly remembered Ashfur. Unfortunately, this is my first songfiction, so please try to enjoy it. Please review and tell me how you think! Thanks. :D

DISCLAIMER - I DO NOT OWN WARRIORS OR THE SONG. Warriors is owned by the Erin Hunters and the song is owned by And Then I Turned Seven.

Warriors (c) Erin Hunter

I Hope You're Proud (c) And Then I Turned Seven


It hurts so much to see you with him,
I can't begin, and now I long,
just for a kiss, it's you I miss.
Why can't you try to see that?

Ashfur glanced across the clearing to glance at Squirrelflight and Brambleclaw, beside each other, staring up at the sight of sunset. Ashfur bit back the bitter feeling of jealousy, but couldn't fight it. I should be with her, instead of Brambleclaw...

I am you, and you are me,
But you've moved on,
and now I'm gone, goodbye.

Ashfur dashed through the forest, all thoughts racing about Squirrelflight. Tears streaked down his cheeks menacingly as he ran through the mucky earth. Why was I not good enough? I wish I could have done better.

You raped my mind
and tore my heart.
I hope you're proud.
I'm now unblind,
a fresh new start.

Ashfur laid in the middle of the clearing in a ball, the raging winds and frigid rain droplets pelting themselves on his fur. Ashfur let his head and tail droop, allowing all the muddy puddles to engulf itself on his fur. He lifted his head, and let out a short, silent wail.

Someday I will too,
I don't need you and I,
cause this is life.

"But I love you!" Ashfur protested, all hope vanishing like echos. Why could she do this to me? Suddenly, he added, "We'd be great together, Squirrelflight, I know we would."

Squirrelflight acted as if she didn't have any sympathy, and quickly responded with no trace of guilt. "I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you, but Brambleclaw- well, I think StarClan has destined us to be together."

I am you, and you are me,
But you've moved on,
and now I'm gone, goodbye.

Ashfur stared at Brambleclaw's and Squirrelflight's three kits, meowing as they suckled from their mother. A stab of ice cold guilt raked across Ashfur's heart. I should have done better! Those should be my kits...

Make the pain go away, go away for me,
Make the pain go away, go away for me,

Ashfur reluctantly watched Brambleclaw made deputy. He flashed a hot stare at Squirrelflight, who had pride flowing in her green eyes. Ashfur felt a snarl rumble inside his throat and he couldn't banish the thought in his mind that seemed to be playing itself over and over. Why don't you want me? I wish it would be possible to live without you, but it isn't.

Make the pain go away, go away for me,
Make the pain go away, go away for me,

Ashfur felt pain shriek inside his body as he felt Hollyleaf raked her claws across his chest. He plummeted to the ground, blood gushing from his open wound. Ashfur stared at Hollyleaf, who was approaching him with a spiteful grin on her face. She bent down to relinquish his pain with a death-bite to his neck. Ashfur felt the pain suckle and position itself inside his neck, burning fiercely like a wild fire. Ashfur began to bundle out the last of his energy to mutter his last words. "StarClan, please accept me..."

I am you, and you are me,
But you've moved on,
and now I'm gone, goodbye.


I hope you enjoyed! Please review, and I will update my collection of songfics with the songs I like. Alright, again I hope you enjoyed and please review.