A/N: I had nothing to do and I had the verse, 'forever is now.' stuck in my
head, I don't know where it was from; I just had it stuck in my head. Why
let a good saying go to waste so I wrote a poem/thoughts thing from Alanna
and Jon. And it turned out pretty good if I do say so myself which I
normally don't. It's kinda sad and emotional but I think you'll like it. Oh
yeah, this is dedicated 4 my library teacher (Mrs. Whelan) if she ever
reads it which I hope 2 hell she doesn't.
*~*~*~*
Forever is now.
Jon:
I was you're prince, you were my people
I was you're companion, you were my friend
I was you're knight, you my squire
And so that went on until we found love
From then on, we were lovers
Until I wanted to take it a step further
But that was a mistake.that I will regret
You had your pride, me my ego
I was stubborn, you were not ready
Emotions gone in the blink of an eye
Rain of angry words passing us by
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
All these months I could never forget you
No matter how hard I tried I never overlooked you
Every single day, every hour, every second
You were in my every thought, I could not disregard you
It was then that I felt guilt for what I had done
I intended to make it right
For from my guilt I could not run
Suffering from an illness, my mother had died
Several days later, my father committed suicide
Then I realized how I had lived my days
Half of me had gone when we went our separate ways
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
I saddled my horse and went to look for you
My parents' had died I did not want to loose you too
I galloped everywhere from the east to the west
And yet, still could not find you though I tried my very best
I traveled everywhere in Tortall for more than a month
What I did not know was that you had journeyed far more
But you came back to me, eventually
You said you wanted to be with me forever
You said you wanted to love me always
You said you wanted your love returned
You said you wanted the past to be burned
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
But yet you still rejected me
No matter how hard I tried, you refused me
Everything I did, you renounced me
And slowly it started to sink in, that you did not want me
You did not want the life; you did not want to be queen
You wanted to be free, to speak you're mind
And with me, that would never happen so I let you go
I found someone to marry, you found someone to adore
I love Thayet; you love George
Our paths are no longer entwined; we have gone our separate ways
My wife is beautiful and mild but.she is just not-you
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
Alanna:
The days of our weddings was when I realized my mistake
I should have married you but now it is too late
I cried not for joy but for my loss
You were my one true love, my heart, my soul
Without you by my side, I feel lost forever more
I shouldn't have let my fear take over
For true love concurs all and is above all, isn't that what they say?
I loved you and still do and always will
No matter what happens, my heart will always be yours and yours mine
We are both married and can't turn back on our families
I am too honor-bound to do as such though I know that you have tried many a times
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
Even though you are king and have a duty to your country
I feel that you will always be mine regardless
I love you and I can tell that you are still in love with me
Sometimes the way you look at me with those sapphire eyes
Please don't do this to me; we cannot betray our spouse
Think of all the people we would hurt, all the hearts we would break
I know that they say true love can never stay apart but just this once let us go against them
We might not be together now but someday, I promise you
When you no longer have Thayet and I, George
When I do not serve the country and you are not king
Someday, and when that day comes, nothing will hold us apart, nothing
I will wait a million years if I have to but I will wait for you just as you will for me
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
*~*~*~*
Well. did you like it? If you want me to do a sequel or a story based on this poem/thoughts thing, just tell me, I'd be more than happy to do it!
From Lady Lucy A/J 4ever ^^
*~*~*~*
Forever is now.
Jon:
I was you're prince, you were my people
I was you're companion, you were my friend
I was you're knight, you my squire
And so that went on until we found love
From then on, we were lovers
Until I wanted to take it a step further
But that was a mistake.that I will regret
You had your pride, me my ego
I was stubborn, you were not ready
Emotions gone in the blink of an eye
Rain of angry words passing us by
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
All these months I could never forget you
No matter how hard I tried I never overlooked you
Every single day, every hour, every second
You were in my every thought, I could not disregard you
It was then that I felt guilt for what I had done
I intended to make it right
For from my guilt I could not run
Suffering from an illness, my mother had died
Several days later, my father committed suicide
Then I realized how I had lived my days
Half of me had gone when we went our separate ways
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
I saddled my horse and went to look for you
My parents' had died I did not want to loose you too
I galloped everywhere from the east to the west
And yet, still could not find you though I tried my very best
I traveled everywhere in Tortall for more than a month
What I did not know was that you had journeyed far more
But you came back to me, eventually
You said you wanted to be with me forever
You said you wanted to love me always
You said you wanted your love returned
You said you wanted the past to be burned
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
But yet you still rejected me
No matter how hard I tried, you refused me
Everything I did, you renounced me
And slowly it started to sink in, that you did not want me
You did not want the life; you did not want to be queen
You wanted to be free, to speak you're mind
And with me, that would never happen so I let you go
I found someone to marry, you found someone to adore
I love Thayet; you love George
Our paths are no longer entwined; we have gone our separate ways
My wife is beautiful and mild but.she is just not-you
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
Alanna:
The days of our weddings was when I realized my mistake
I should have married you but now it is too late
I cried not for joy but for my loss
You were my one true love, my heart, my soul
Without you by my side, I feel lost forever more
I shouldn't have let my fear take over
For true love concurs all and is above all, isn't that what they say?
I loved you and still do and always will
No matter what happens, my heart will always be yours and yours mine
We are both married and can't turn back on our families
I am too honor-bound to do as such though I know that you have tried many a times
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
Even though you are king and have a duty to your country
I feel that you will always be mine regardless
I love you and I can tell that you are still in love with me
Sometimes the way you look at me with those sapphire eyes
Please don't do this to me; we cannot betray our spouse
Think of all the people we would hurt, all the hearts we would break
I know that they say true love can never stay apart but just this once let us go against them
We might not be together now but someday, I promise you
When you no longer have Thayet and I, George
When I do not serve the country and you are not king
Someday, and when that day comes, nothing will hold us apart, nothing
I will wait a million years if I have to but I will wait for you just as you will for me
Till the end of time I vow
If you want me forever
Then forever is now.
*~*~*~*
Well. did you like it? If you want me to do a sequel or a story based on this poem/thoughts thing, just tell me, I'd be more than happy to do it!
From Lady Lucy A/J 4ever ^^
