DISCLAIMER: I make no money whatsoever from this fic...and unfortunately I own no characters except in my head...but you know
A/N : This is my first proper fic so try to critisise me in a nice way...oh and if I had my way, Draco would be played by Jeremy Dufour, and if Remus is ever in this, he would be played by Mathius Lauridsen. See I got it all worked out.
Talkiing iin the corridor
Well their families went back a long way, Blaise and Draco had been best friends since they were in their nappies. Although had got so good from hiding certain feelings away from Blaise now it just kept eating away at the back of his head. Or maybe it was his hormones and emotions getting the better of him. Shit happens in life, and you just got to find a way to deal with it.
What he felt wasn't possible to describe in words. It was just a feeling, a very strong one at that. Some days he just felt like telling him, but that would just make life for him harder, unnecessarily and he really didn't need that. Seeing how all the grief he was getting from Voldemort, he wouldn't be able to hack it if Blaise turned him down.
It had been going on for quite some time, and he just couldn't ignore it any longer. Draco Malfoy was in love with Blaise Zabini. As crazy as it may sound, he couldn't deny it any longer but what if he just rejected him, he wouldn't be able to get over the heart break. It might be stupid falling for another slytherin, who was also coincidently he best friend but also a guy.
One things malfoys do not do, in any circumstances, is fall in love with other guys. It says so in the rule book, well not in as many words, but all the same. You see with Blaise he just had a special bond, unlike with other people and no one else could fit the bill of Draco's other half as well as Blaise.
The day had come when Draco Malfoy was actually scared to love, unable to handle it if the other did not love him back. When he was younger, Draco always got what he wanted, no matter what it was. But now he realised he would have to work for it if he really wanted it, and Draco knew that Blaise would be worth it no matter what
His father would be so disappointed in him, he would never live up to the Malfoy name, let alone be its heir.
His reputation was officially fucked and he couldn't do anything about it. People must of noticed something was up, seeing as how he kept turning down dates with girls but the men of Hogwarts kept giving him the eye, well minus Weasel Bee and Pot head. Well firstly they wouldn't really be considered as men, firstly because the size of Ron's was no where nearly as big as Draco's and okay so he had to admit Pot head had been doing well.
Not that he looked or anything, okay maybe once in a while, but its not that bad you know. Okay so on with the story. Dumbledore was also another one who wasn't giving him the eye, because well that doesn't even bear imagining about, it's too sick. But one thing Draco did notice were the smouldering looks Hermione gave him and even if they were friends it still made him feel uneasy.
So Draco still didn't know what to do, he could either tell Blaise about his feelings or he could take the easy way out, keep it to himself, and be a complete coward. Yeah that sounds good enough, wait malfoys should stand up with courage. Oh hell, what did it matter, sooner or later he would disappoint his father. But he couldn't stand not being able to touch him, let alone just have his warmth around him.
When he felt like this, he would often just wank himself senseless, but now he just didn't feel like it. Quite ironic really, when he really wanted to relieve himself he couldn't be bothered to.
Man, he could just kill Blaise for making him feel this way; normally it was people falling for Draco, not the other way around. He didn't know how to act, he couldn't sleep or eat. His mind kept going back to Blaise, he couldn't tell anyone about it, but he was just bursting to let it out.
Maybe he could talk to Hermione about it; yeah that's what he would do. She would be able to give him advice and they had come quite close since they both became prefects. So he set off around the castle looking for her, but no such luck. Where the bloody hell was the girl when he really needed her, she was always prying in his personal business when he didn't want her to but now she was no where to be seen.
But to his joy he ended up finding Blaise instead, all he had to do was keep quiet about his feelings and he would be alright. He could do this; after all he was Malfoy, and a gorgeous one at that, well that's what most of the student body of Hogwarts thought, yes not only did the girls think that but so did quite a few guys. Then as if by magic (yes pun intended) Blaise came out right in front of him.
"Draco I need you." Blaise asked urgently.
"Well I thought we were just friends, but seeing as how you put it that way, I'm sort of tempted." Draco said joking about.
"No, not like that you idiot!" still with a straight face
"Oh, well I'm hurt." putting on a sad, but adorable face.
"Draco, listen I need some guy help if you get my drift."
"Oh, right… so what do you need help with?"
"Well…I have this friend and he really likes this um… girl and he doesn't know how to come about it, if you get what I mean."
"Sooo, does your friend have a name?"
"Yes, well duh he isn't imaginary you know. But for now he wants to stay anonymous for the time being."
"O…k I didn't say that he was imaginary. Well then, why doesn't he just tell her, be honest with her. She might just surprise him, you know. And if the girl doesn't like him back he should fight for her if he really likes her, if not he should go find a girl who actually likes him and forget all about her. Or option 3 he should make the girl jealous, by getting another girl and basically use her, in a nice as way possible. So if the girl he desires figures out she actually likes him, then dump the other girl and date the one he actually likes."
"Whoa, thanks man…that's some neat piece of advice I'll make sure my, um…friend gets it."
"Yeah, sure you go do that."
"So how come you don't have a girlfriend? Come on you can tell your friend Blaise. I'm a good listener; you should know that by now, seeing as how the amount of times you've come to me with so-called problems."
"Well, I'm waiting for my special someone, but I think I may have found…her."
"Good luck with that, catch you later."
"Oh, um wait up."
"Yeah, whaddya want?"
"How does a game of spin the bottle in the room of requirement sound to you?"
"Yeah, sounds awesome"
"Would it be possible for you to spread the word?"
"Yep sure, I'll start putting flyers in the common room and I'll get some to the other house. Only 6th years and above, seeing as how the last party turned out."
"Yep, sounds good to me. Thanks, so much! I really need something to take my mind of things."
"Yeah, dude you know deep down in my heart that I love you, but I just don't swing that way."
"Sure whatever, you know I didn't mean it like that"
"Okay now I'm hurt." Putting on his famous puppy dog eyes "am I not gwood enuff for joo dwako"
"Ha ha very funny, but you know I'm not gonna fall for it again, I may have fell for it when we were little but not any more."
"Fine then, does that mean you love Snape, cos if you don't love me, I presumed Snape was second best."
"Urghhh, you sicko!"
"Ha shame, now you're imagining Snape and you."
"Just get out of here Blaise, haven't you got flyers to hand out."
"Oh yeah, but let me leave you with this thought Dumbledore and Snape naked."
Blaise walked away laughing he knew all the right buttons to push make Draco tick. Well never let it be said, that one of his all time favourite game was to annoy the Slytherin.
Hope this is to all your standard...it will get mature as the story progresses. Oh yeah, and R&R smiles
