"Cause I'm Still Here And You're Still Gone"

Author: PsychoKittyUK

Category: Slash

Rating: M+

Content Warnings: WINCEST, well kinda.

Disclaimer: They are not mine nor is Supernatural. I wish they were, cuz oh the fun i'd have!

The song, "Cause I'm still here and you're still gone" is by Randy Travis. I don't own that either!

If you don't like Slash, then don't read it!

All feedback is loved and welcome!

I wrote this for skycandygirl.

It's my version of what happened next, after her story, "What Was Really Meant To Happen".

Part 1

Dean stared at the jukebox in the smoke filled bar, in just another town.

He and his Dad was hunting for a Piasa.

John was back at their motel room, planning their attack for tomorrow.

Dean had decided to drown himself in drink again. He raised the bottle he held in his left hand, up to his lips and took a long swig. The liquid burned as it went down and hit an empty stomach.

A voice in his ear said, 'You're turning into Dad, you're drinking too much. You'll be no good to Dad tomorrow, either him or yourself will end up dead!'

"Shut up Sammy!" He'd said it out loud. A couple of heads turned, to see the crazy guy talking to thin air.

'What good will this do Dean?'

"Maybe get rid of you're nagging."

Dean dropped the coins into the machine and chose his song.

Randy Travis' voice filled the room.

The sun comes up, you're still gone

The world goes round, and life goes on

But life is short, and love is long

And when the sun goes doen, you're still gone

Now ain't it strange, how we make things right

We think things change, overnight

But then the sun comes up, and the night moves on

And I'm still here, you're still gone

I guess I missed the point

I thought I was doin' right

I'd get up early in the mornin'

And work into the night

I was always makin' money

I shoulda' been makin' love

Now the man I am today knows

That money ain't enough

But if I had the chance, to give one more thing

It wouldn't be a rose or a diamond ring

'Cause you showed me, where I went wrong

'Cause I'm still here, and you're still gone

Hey, I guess I missed the point

I thought I was doin' right

I'd get up early in the mornin'

And work into the night

I was always makin' money

I shoulda' been makin' love

Now the man I am today knows

That money ain't enough

The sun comes up, and you're still gone

The world goes round, and life goes on

And you showed me, where I went wrong

'Cause I'm still here, you're still gone

Yes, I'm still here, and you're still gone...

'Cute choice. But you're wrong, I'm still here!'

"Will you knock it off!"

'Make me!'

"Funny. Real funny."

'I said I wouldn't leave you Dean and I meant it.'

"Yeah, well. Unfortunately that doesn't help my problem now, does it." Dean was rock hard, his hand was wrapped around his dick. But he couldn't bring himself to come. He had not come ever since Sam had died just over three months ago. "You could help me out you know."

'Yeah, but what's in it for me?'

"You selfish bastard! You're fucking dead! How can I do anything for you?"

'Stop drinking?'

"Fuck you!"

'Hah! You can't. That's the problem.'

"I know what my problem is." Dean mutters under his breath.

'Oh Deaaaan!' Dean tried to ignore him. 'Oh Deany poo!'

"What?" Still not looking at him.

'Ohhhhh Dean!' He knew that voice, that, 'i'm doing something sexual to myself' voice. Dean's head shot up hard, his eyes open wide as he saw Sam's hand inside his jeans and he knew what that hand was doing.

"Sam?"

TBC...