Forget me Not
By Hikari Konoshiro
There will be a time, someday and at some place I cannot describe where I will tell you. I will tell you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. But the time nor place I cannot say.
You are leaving tomorrow. The tour will start up and Bad Luck will tour Japan, making a name for yourselves. And I know that everyone will love you just as much as I do. In a way, you could say I'm slightly envious of you. You really are so lovable, I know everyone will line up in huge queues to hear you sing your little heart out. No, I'm wrong. Your heart isn't little. It's huge and it's somehow ended up in that small, fragile body of yours. And all the love you can possibly hold in it is there, continuingly blossoming like a flower. And all your love is for me.
I love you more and more as time goes on. It will be hard to cope when you're gone, but I'm sure I'll manage just fine. Because, I still know, somewhere out there you'll be. And your love, like a flower in blossom will still be there. Guiding me. Leading me along. I'm sure we'll be thinking of each other.
Lying in my arms in your sleep, you look so peaceful. And I can seem a small smile on your cute little face. You are always smiling. And if you ever saw me while you were asleep, you'd know I've been smiling too. I wonder, what did I do to deserve someone like you? Have I been granted a miracle, or was I just lucky? Whatever the reason, I'm just thankful. And yet, I'd never let you see this side of me in the waking world. And why?
Even I don't know the answer.
There is a small shuffle of movement, but you are still fast asleep in my arms. I don't think I could ever let you go. I'm not quite sure how I could live my life without you. For years I've convinced myself I needed no one, but I am sure that I was just waiting. Somehow, I just knew someone like you would come along. Someone who could truly understand me, and give me all of their love. And, no matter what form this miracle has come in, I'm still happy.
Yes, I'm happy.
I wonder, if you could hear my thoughts right now, what would you say? I think, despite the way I act you know how much I love you. Because there is no comparison to you. There is not a single being on the planet who could touch my heart in the way you do.
And I love you.
Yes I love you. I want to say something supremely romantic to you before you leave tomorrow, but the words will not exit my mouth quite the same way they come to me in my head. I wonder if I should say something romantic to you right now, so that even though you're asleep I've still told you how much I love you.
But I cannot. So I will wait for that place, and that time in the not-too-distant future. And while I wait, you will go far away from me. And you I will sorely miss. So while you are away, touring the country with the millions of people around Japan who love and adore you, I hope that you will not forget me.
Forget me not Shuichi.
A/N: I just had one of those spaz moments I get when listening to a really good song that just compelled me to write this little one-shot. I really love YukiXShuichi. They make the most cutest couple ever. I've got the Azumi 2 ending theme on repeat on my computer right now and so I just felt like the moment was so right to write this. It's incredibly short, I know. But please still give me your comments, opinions and even flames will do. Just something to help me improve my writing (although flamers, please give me advice on how to improve my story if you decide to review, because then I can improve it for next time). Anyway R&R soon and I hope you liked the fic!
