AUTHORS NOTES: okay here it is, my new fanfic! My past fanfics doesn't turn out so good, and peoples made rude comments on it so I kind of lost my feeling toward fanfiction. But now, I decided to start writing again to improve my writing skills. I hope you enjoy it -

[The hardest thing]

Chapter 1 [Inuyasha, how could you]

"Why Inuyasha? Why?" cried Kagome as she running toward the well...

Flashbacks "Where is Inuyasha? Jeeze! I haven't seen him all day. I wonder where he is..." said Kagome as she walking in the dense wood pathway.

"Oh Inuyasha! Say you love me! Inuyasha..." a soft voice coming behind one of those big tree.

"Huh?" Kagome wondered, walking toward that tree and discovered that Inuyasha is holding Kikyo's hand tightly.

"I love you Kikyo! I love you!" said Inuyasha softly.

"Oh Inuyasha...How I wish that we can live forever and more" Kikyo replied.

"We will Kikyo! Our love is strong! Is stronger than anything else in the world!" said Inuyasha firmly.

Kagome stood behind the tree and saw everything they did. She felt she lost her center point of her universe. Inuyasha love Kikyo, but not her? After everything she's been done for him? She's been giving her entire heart to Inuyasha, for what? Just for him to love another woman? Silent tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Oh Inuyasha, that's so sweet! But right now, the only thing that made me worry so much is that human girl of yours!" said Kikyo wordily.

"Who? Kagome? Feh! I don't care about her! She is just a tool that helps me find the Shikon Jewel shards that's all!" Inuyasha replied careless.

"INU-YASHA! HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU HEARTLESS HANYOU!" Kagome yelled with tears. Right this moment, her heart felt like thousands of knifes barrel into her heart.

"Ka-gome?" Inuyasha stunned. "How did you-get here? You mean you were listening all the time?"

"YES! YES! YES! I was listening all the time! I heard all the loving words you said to Kikyo! And I also heard ALL THE HEARTLESS STUF YOU SAID ABOUT ME! Ha! FOOLISH! I, I can't believe that, that..." she closed her eyes, silent tears rolled down her cheeks once again "that I'm only a tool to you all this time..."

"Kagome! You can't say that..." Inuyasha said sorely.

"WHY CAN'T I? YOU DON'T EVEN CARES ABOUT ME! I'm only an "it" in your eyes isn't it?" Kagome asked quietly, she looked up at him waiting for his answer.

Inuyasha surprised, he never sees her like this in his whole life. Her eyes is full of disappointment with sorrow...His heart start to feel guilty "Kagome, you are not an "it" to me, and you will never be" Said Inuyasha softly.

"Whatever Inuyasha! I'm not going to believe you!" said Kagome firmly.

"You don't believe me? Well, then what can I do to prove it to you?" asked Inuyasha slowly.

-------------------------------------- Haha, here it is! This is the first chapter of "The hardest thing". Review please! And chapter 2 is coming right up