I love DGM so much so I just had to write something that's kind of what I would of wanted to see in the series. Enjoy!

I do not own d-gray man and sadly never will.

~Allen~

After a rather unpleasant wake up call by none other than the rabbit Lavi himself, Allen felt horrible loathing type of a mood. His footsteps echoed through the corridors in a deep thudding sound, as Allen had taken on his new habit of grumbling to himself. This little release his stress helped, so that when he arrived with everyone else in the hall to have breakfast he wouldn't seem different from his happy-go-lucky attitude he had every single day.

Only the day before had he, Lenalee, Lavi and Kanda defeated the Earl, (with loads of help from Neah, not that he would tell anyone that. If they found out that Allen didn't have complete and utter control over his Noah he'd be locked up again.) Got a peace treaty with the rest of the Noah clan AND found out that master wasn't actually dead. Now he was being sent off on yet another mission to destroy the remaining akuma left after they'd killed Earl.

After the couple of minutes it took for him to get to the hall Allen felt no better relieved of his stress than he had when he left his room. He was sure that someone was bound to notice and he hated himself for that but he didn't really care right now because all he was concentrating on was the need to fill his stomach with as much food as possible. He ordered his HUGE amount of food from Jerry and murmured a thanks and a brief trade mark smile that carried the unintentional under-current of sadness before scurrying off towards an empty table; and he was SOO close to just sitting down at it before he was called over by Lenalee to sit with her, Lavi and Kanda. Allen just smiled and tipped his head up in a silent sorry, as if he'd not noticed them sitting there. He was good like that, acting I mean. Allen knew how to play his cards just right, but through the past couple of weeks he's been slipping and now, how he really felt, was peering through the cracks in his happy façade, like an unwanted person locked inside a room. Luckily no-one had seen, yet; and he was struggling to build his wall up before eventually someone did.

Allen trotted over to the table and carefully balanced his plates on the table before sitting next to Kanda, trying to disturb him as little as possible because it was scary to think of what he'd do if he spilt something on him. Allen smiled as always and to engaged in casual morning chat with Lavi and Lenalee while trying to look as if he wasn't going to either cry or scream. After he'd listened to what they had been up to this morning; Allen started on his meal.

If he was really truthful Allen had one idea why he was feeling like this but he didn't like to think about it.

~Kanda~

Kanda was sat down at the table slowly eating his soba and trying to drown out the nonsense chatter that Lavi was now spewing out at an alarming rate, with the thought of how fast he could take out his mugen and slice the baka in half. His train of thought was interrupted by the stupid rabbit shouting at him. "Yuuuuuu! Why do you NEVER join in me and little Lenalee's conversations? it's not the same without you!" Kanda growled at him and said in a firm menacing voice "I told you to stop calling me that you rabbit!" but for all the effect it had on the thick skulled red head he might of well just of told him he'd be happy to join in. Stupid Lavi!

That was when Lenalee called over the moyashi to come and sit with us and I looked up from Lavi's stupid baka smirk to see Allen and his emotional wall. I have no doubt that other people, being morons couldn't see anything but a smiling happy boy but I knew better. Even though moyashi is an idiot doesn't mean, and I hate to even think it, but he isn't weak. I can give him that. The mask he wears does not only apply to the clown crown. He saw the deep rooted loathing he had to what was a part of him, the Noah inside him scared most people and gave Allen a darker aura around him. People do treat him differently now they know, and moyashi has always stupidly cared about being kind and polite so people like him.I can see it hurts him. There's something in his eyes, just fighting for good but is muffled by the past and the horrors of the boy. Kanda never liked moyashi he did have respect for him though, because him just being able to get out of bed in the morning makes Allen one of the strongest people Kanda knows, but he's still just a moyashi.

~allen~

Allen silently ate his meal and said goodbye to the others ,who were starting to look at him weirdly, before leaving to pack for the mission. Link had been gone since the earl was defeated and wasn't coming back for a while so that gave allen a lot of time alone. He would mostly sit on the bathroom stool and look at the swirling mass of black the carried a white creepy smile. Neah did quite often give him advice and even though allen didn't really like that he was there at all, Neah did help and to some extent was good company.

Allen grabbed his clothes and chucked them in the case before zipping it up and leaving his room ready for the train ride ahead. The travel wasn't as bad a allen was thinking it would be, he and kanda only had one fight over where they were sitting and there wasn't too much noise so allen managed to get a little bit of sleep, he'd had trouble sleeping lately so even though the rest he got on the train didn't get rid of the deep purple bags under his eyes, it did freshen him up.

Allen woke up and peered out the window, he must of slept for a while because it was already pitch black outside. It was just after waking up did the train suddenly lurch forward and then grounded to a hult did alarm bells go off, as did all the lights.

It's stull kinda short but i have writers block and i'm tired now so i'm gonna go to sleep.

jezz~