YODA NOTE: I have been inspired to write again so I asked myself... "Why the fuck not?"
If you want to add or help on how the story progresses I am an open book. I kinda know where and how the story is going to end, but I don't mind a few speed bumps along the way if you wanna throw in an idea. Just use the PM button and don't be afraid.
I can't get this shit to load right b/c I didn't use WORD..note to self use WORD next time you daffy twat ;) Anywhoo it's just a starting point so don't start hanging me by the neck just yet. So CHEERS everyone and happy reading. ALL MISTAKES are my own b/c I was the dumb idgit that didn't use WORD.
My heart was torn into pieces on that cloudy cold day. The day that forever changed my life. The day that she walked away from me once again. I can still feel the pain and coldness that shot through my heart when she said those 3 simple words. "I am done."
I am getting ahead of myself though so let me go back in time to when we first met and tell this story properly.
I was having one of those days, where I just needed to get away from reality and blow off some steam in this wonderful concept called FANFICTION (don't judge me people it's a really good fucking site). I just wanted to lose myself in a world of imagination, creativity, angst, and DRAMA because I revel in all of its glory. It's 7PM so I have plenty of time.
I posted two pillows up behind my back and head, leaned back in my queen size bed with a sigh of relief and got ready to sink my brain into some good writing. I started off with the usual lesbian canons I had seen on a cliche lesbian website.
"RIZZLES, what the fuck is that? Sounds like a charcoal starter, so just no." I scroll through more and find another.
"BRITANNA, sounds like something I would need to name my pet, so no." Scroll a little more, and I see something that jumps out at me.
"DOCCUBUS, now this sounds very interesting but I think it may be to angsty for me right now." I am starting to get worried because I really do just want to read at this point.
As I am about to give up I click one more time and see what would be my future.
"PAILY." "Now that sounds more like something that would start a flame and I could name my pet dragon after, so it's a fucking winner."
I settle back again and start to look over the titles in this fandom when one catches my eye. NOW, FOREVER, AND ALWAYS. "Sure why the fuck not." I say to myself. Looks to be pretty sound and the author is updating frequently.
I start to read about these two beautiful women that are named PAIGE and EMILY (hmm...that is my name too). The story has some very detailed sexual points in it and I am turned the fuck on. I continue to read and I can't help where my hands start to wander. I find my right hand fingers starting to graze their way over my shirt and kneed the very tips of my nipples that are starting to point and harden. I try to keep my focus on my tablet as I continue to read, but how can I when my hand has found its way to my very core. I keep reading this lustful yet very loving scene, my hand just starts to do as it may without my even willing it. The next thing I know I am crying out in blissful moans and wondering 'what the fuck just happened'?!...
I can't put my tablet down for the next few hours as I read and the next thing I know it is 5 fucking AM and the birds are chirping outside.
"FUCK." I have to start getting ready for work, but before I do I want to leave a review for this author who has made me lose time, and I must give props when they are earned. My hands are sweaty and shaking because this person really has written a wonderful story and I don't want to mess up their confidence by writing a dumb sounding review. I calm myslef and start to type.
'Hello. First of all I just want to thank you for wrting such a great story.'
"Get it together and finish it you pansy ass."
"Why da fuck are you so nervous...it's just a fucking review ffs!" I say as I scold myself.
'I have been reading up until the lastest chapter you have posted, and I can't wait for more.'
I click send and I already regret the post.
"LAME, just fucking LAME." I can't take it back so I just have to hope that I didn't do to much damage.
I go about my day working and doing my daily routine. I work out come back home, eat, and pass out thinking nothing of the night before. I wake to a great morning mood and decide to open up my tablet with my breakfast smoothie. I check my phone as I am taking a sip of my drink and see that I have a private message from the author known as -A/PAIGE.
