Illogical. That was the word to describe lt. Ridiculous. The feelings that the crimson haired barbarian brought out in him; the anger, the happiness, and most of all the weakness. Every time the man came close he would realize how attached they had become and it sacred him to no end. And to make things worse same fear made him want to seek said barbarian for protection. Impossible. He was raised as a tool of war so why should he have these 'feelings' toward someone who was a total idiot? Sometimes he would wake up late at night panting and sweating from the lust driven images of the one his flesh so desired. But he was not a fool. The older man obviously was attracted to women and would probably never see him as any more than his 'little brother'. He himself had been told several times that he had the beauty of a woman but he doubted that would help in the end. Even the name of the fool would send him into a trance of sorts where he would daydream about the bandit until something would avert his attention. Certainly he could understand his physical attraction to the beast tamer. The clothes he word left little to the imagination and he was by no means bad looking. What the ex ninja wouldn't give to have a round under the sheets with the red head. But the idiot had the personality of a brick wall with an IQ to match. But why does that make him feel even more stupid? Because he lo... No that is the most stupid idea he ever had. He absolutely did not love that fool Moses Sandor. Unbelievable. The most ridiculous idea ever. Almost laughable. Almost. Maybe if he didn't care so much for the fool. No, not the fool. His fool.