I wasn't really planning on posting this yet, cuz the second chapter isn't even halfway done yet, but, it doesn't matter, hope this first chapter is.. Ok?

This follows AFTER, 'Going out of my mind'.

Written for my friend mephiles101, on deviantart.

Spongebob hissed in pain as he laid on her lap, his thick muscles burned, and there was a loud ring that sounded through his ears, and it wouldn't go away.

"L, Laura." he called for her, the events of what'd happened an hour ago flushed through his head like a tidal wave, picturing what he did to her, the blood, the pain, the screams, it killed him, tears filled his eyes as he kept thinking about it, she'd never love him again, she'd hate him, she'd leave him, and take the kids, but, he couldn't blame her, no, he had only himself to blame, if he as only stronger.

He opened his eyes as he felt something brush over the top of his head, seeing that she was right there, bandaged up, scraped and bruised, and it was all his fault.

"I, I'm so, sorry, I, I didn't mean for it to happen, I, I-" he shook, he found it hard to speak, he couldn't even look at her, the look on her beautiful face, he'd failed to do the one thing he promised to do, and that was to protect her, and their kids, he wasn't worthy of her, and he knew it, and he cried, his heart broken from the pain he'd caused, the damage, he wouldn't be surprised if she'd served him papers.

"Robert." her voice, so sweet and filled with love, love that he didn't deserve, "I, I have to go." he said as he attempted to get up and leave, but he cried in pain instead, holding his chest, veins began to pop out from his neck as he cried, falling back down to her lap, burying his head in her stomach.

Her lip quivered as she watching him cry out in agony.

Tom slowly appeared around the corner, making sure not to get noticed, his arms crossed across his chest as he watched his mother comfort his father, who had failed to protect them, he didn't even understand why she'd let him back, sure, yeah, he knew that 'that monster, wasn't his father, but, he should have controlled it, he should have fought harder, and now look what he's done. He'd nearly killed him and his sister, and his mother too, who was covered in scratches.

"Robert." she rubbed his arm, and he began to calm down, "I, I hurt you, how could I let something like this happen? How could I fail to protect you? I hurt you, a, and I, I can't take it back, I can't tell you enough of how, Sorry I am." he shook his head, "Robert, i, its ok."

"N, No! I, Its not, I could have killed you, he was going to kill you, and he was going to kill our kids! My kids, I couldn't even protect them, what kind of father am I?" he shook his head, turning his head away from her, and unintentionally locking eyes with his son, fresh tears filled his eyes as he looked at him, he began to shake, his heart breaking even more.

"T, Thomas." he softly spoke as his son approached them, the older male attempting to sit up again, hissing at the sharp pain that shot through his body, but he deserved it, he deserved the pain.

"R, Robert." Laura reached out for him, but gasped at her own pain that shot up her legs, having him look at her, shaking his head as he watched her hold her side, she was hurting, and it was because of him.

Spongebob shook as he stood up on his feet, falling to his knees for a few seconds before he stood back up, trying to balance himself, he had to leave, he couldn't stay here, but when she called for him, he froze, "Please, hnn, d, don't leave." she said, and he looked back, "I, I have to-"

"No, you dont, Robert, y, you're my husband-"

"No, Im not, Im a monster!" he corrected her, and she just looked at him, "I can't take it back, and i'm afraid, Laura, what if it comes back? Wh, what if it comes back, and, its stronger? What if I can't stop it? I will not risk your lives, again." he shook his head, and she stood up, biting back the pain she felt as she approached him, and she reached out for him, turning him towards her.

"I still, love you, the kids, love you, we all love you, i, if it comes back, than, we'll be more prepared, you got control of him, you can do it again."

"I'M STILL HERE, YOU KNOW.." the beast cackled in the recesses of his mind, "N, No.." Spongebob managed to say as he reached for his head, tears falling from his face as he was forced to listen.

"I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE, UNTIL YOU EVENTUALLY BREAK IN FRONT OF HER, I'LL SLOWLY CHIP AWAY PIECES OF YOUR SANITY, I'LL LEAVE NOTHING BUT JUST THE EMPTY SHELL THAT YOU ARE! HEHEHE." the demon chuckled as he began to dig his claws into the walls of flesh.

"I'LL COME BACK, AND FINISH WHAT I'VE STARTED, AND MAKE YOU ALL SUFFER!" He roared through his head, "S, Stop it!" Spongebob cried, gripping onto his head as he fell to his knees.

Witnessing this happen again freaked Thomas out, he couldn't let it happen again, so he ran up stairs, grabbing his sisters hand to go hide before the monster found them. Laura, even though it hurt to move, felt she needed to comfort him, now more then ever, she wouldn't let him lose to this monster, not again.

Spongebob clenched as he felt her hands on his tense shaking shoulders, "N, No, L, Laura, get away!" he cried, "N, no." she said as she hugged him, "Unn, R, Robert please, please, don't give in, I, I still love you." she said, but he didn't answer, "R, Remember when you, hnn, you gave me that candy ring? I, In the tree? When we were k.. kids?" she whimpered, and his tear stained eyes brought her in a thoughtful stair.

Laura chuckled under her breath, "Remember our.. our first kiss?" she continued, running one of her hands up to his cheek where she brushed her thumb over his bottom lip, and he tried to crack a little smile until he felt a shot through his mind and began to scream in pain, thrashing around and bruising himself, and yet, she still held him tight, she was determined to keep him here with her and their children.

"HMM, SHE LOOKS SCRUMPTIOUS, EVEN WHEN SHE'S SCARED AND FEEBLY TRYING TO RESCUE YOU FROM ME.. 'ROBERT, OH ROBERT, COME BACK…' HEHE, IT'S PATHETIC.. I CAN EASE HER PAIN FOR HER, AND GET RID YOU.." Savage chuckled, squeezing at Spongebob's brain.

He felt as if he was going to die, the pain was unbearable, he screamed again, tearing away some yellow flesh from his temples, dripping blood down his face, and Laura cried out even more, and held him even tighter.

"ROBERT!" she gasped, "HOLD ON TO ME! DON'T YOU LET GO! YOU ARE STRONGER THAN THIS! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME, I, I CAN'T LOSE YOU! I, I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY!" she choked on her tears, "I DIDN'T MEAN TO LEAVE YOU, ROBERT... I DIDN'T WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU! I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL LONELY EVER AGAIN..." tears streamed down her face as she buried her head in his chest, he looked down, his head regenerating itself from the damage he did, he sniffled and breathed heavily, actively trying to keep out the pain.

"W...what are you... talking about...?" He asked raspily, his throat stung with each breath in. She locked him into an unresentful and solemn gaze, "I didn't go into the navy to get away from you... i went because i wanted to be strong... but seeing now that if you leave me... i'll know how you felt... i don't want you to leave me Robert... if i could make it there, being a soft and fragile woman, and still be alive and come back to a loving man... then if you were to leave... i..." she lead her arms around his neck, he flinched a little from being sore, "I'd still love you... when you return too..." she smiled, fresh tears fell from her face onto his chest where his heart was before he absorbed them.

Robert placed a soft kiss on her lips, then brought her in for a deepened but loving hug. "HMMM...?" The beast mumbled, "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING...? I SHOULD BE IN CONTROL OF THIS HERE! DON'T YOU RECALL WHAT I JUST SAID, YOU GREAT BUFFOON?!" He thrashed, "I WILL KILL EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! DOESN'T THAT FRIGHTEN YOU?!" Savage screeched, clenching his fists in annoyance.

That's when he felt spongebob's presence in his mind, talking to him. "What's the matter? Can't take the love?" Spongebob asked, his hands behind his back and standing far from him. "SHUT UP, FUCKTARD. I CAN HANDLE 'ANYTHING' YOU AND THAT BITCH CAN THROW AT ME AND RETURN IT 1000 FOLD!" His tail trailed behind him as he paced the floors of the consciousness.

"Then why do you feel so helpless right now?" the sponge grinned, causing the beast to gasp, "! WHAT DID YOU SAY?! I AM NOT HELPLESS! YOU AND THE REST OF THIS TOWN ARE, ASSHOLE!" he bawled his fists as the veins and pupil in his eyes began to show.

"YOU'RE ALL WEAK AND BRAINLESS! ALWAYS STABBING YOUR FRIENDS, AND FAMILY IN THE BACK, FIGHTING FOR ONE GIRL JUST TO SEE IF SHE'D BANG YOU FIRST, AND THEN YOU COME HOME TO FIND THAT GIRL, FUCKING YOUR BEST FRIEND."

"YOU'RE RACE IS SO PRIMITIVE, YOU EVEN KILL YOURSELVES OVER A FUCKING SANDWICH! BARNALE HEADS, SHEEP WITHOUT A SHEPHERD, LIVING TO DESTROY YOURSELVES! I AM NOT HELPLESS, I AM THE MOST POWERFUL BEING THIS EARTH HAS EVER SEEN! I AM YOUR SALVATION, YOUR LORD AND SAVIOUR!" he boomed.

"YOU SHOULD BE ON YOUR FUCKING KNEES, WORSHIPING ME! YOU SHOULD TREAT ME WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE AND ACCEPT YOUR FATE TO DIE BY MY HANDS! YOUR WIFE SHOULD BE LETTING ME PILLAGE HER BODY AS A THANK YOU, A FAREWELL PRESENT FOR HER SOUL WHEN I TEAR HER TO SHREDS! THOSE LITTLE CRETINS YOU CALL CHILDREN, SHOULD BE BOWING AT MY FEET AND SERVICING MY EVERY WHIM! I AM NOT HELPLESS... I AM POWERFUL!" He then let out a shriek, shaking the consciousness before he pounced towards him, but the sponge had stepped off to the side to let the beast crash into the ground before he started going mad in attempt to catch him but he was too fast.

Spongebob just shook his head. "Have you ever experienced the way your little girl looks up at you after just being born? The look in her beautiful eyes, as she already knows who you are, her father?" he asked, holding out his hands to bring back the memory of when he first held Lola.

A bright, loving smile crosses his face, "You cry tears of Joy, when you hear her Beautiful laugh when she laughs at your stupid jokes, in complete ignorance of the meaning because she's just an infant, but she knows that you were trying to make her laugh." he chuckles, looking up as if he was watching the memory unfold.

Savage sat down and turned his back on Spongebob, attempting to block him out, but he couldn't help but to continue listening, " I, I remember when I was my sons hero, h, he would always come to me whenever he had a problem... because he knew that i would always be there to help him over them. Whenever there was a math problem he couldn't solve.. or when he broke his finger... or when he brought up his dreams to be a musician... do you know how it feels to be a proud parent?" he asked, smiling at him.

Savage laughed, "THAT BOY? FROM WHAT I'VE SEEN, HE'S A LITTLE SHIT THAT DOESN'T DESERVE ANYTHING, BUT TO BE STRUNG UP AND BURNED IN THE CENTER OF THE CITY! HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU, AND YOU KNOW IT!" Spongebob paused and looked at his feet... he approached the demon carefully... he placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Even if my son turns out to hate me... if he decides to never see me again or never speaks to me... i will never regret bringing him into this world to live out his whole life the way he wants to, and i will always love my son... i'm sure" he hesitates, but sits down next to him, "I can even find a way to forgive... someone like you..." he smiled and savage twitched, "WH, WHAT?" he cocked his brow, confused.

"BUT I, I... DON'T GET IT... EVERY OTHER HOST I'VE TAKEN OVER WERE NEVER THIS WAY, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO ME?!" He snapped, standing up in defense, and having the sponge stand up as well.

"I'm being understanding... Hey, nobody is perfect, and this world may be full of killing, hate, rape and many more horrible things... You can choose to be happy with yourself... and find positivity instead of seeking out negativity... i'm happy with myself because i choose to be happy, and no one can take that away from me... not even you." "FUCK YOU." Savage looked away for a while until he faded into spongebob's mind.

It was as if, everything had been lifted, he could see clearly, and the pain he felt, was gone, save for the sting of a few scratches here and there, and the aching muscles, he looked around the room until he looked at his wife who was looking at him. Tears rushed to his eyes as he smiled, quickly bringing her in for a needed kiss.

"Oh, Laura, hun, I love you, hnn, oh." he began to wrap her in his arms, showering her in affection before he heard her hiss in pain, having forgot that she was still hurting.

"Oh, I'm so sorry." he gasped as he pulled away, and she just smiled, "Robert." she smiled, and he smiled back, leaning back down to kiss her, like he couldn't get enough, "Hnn, w, we're safe." he said as he held her head, kissing her in relief before he turned around to look at his kids who were now, standing at the top of the staircase, Tom holding his sister back before she broke from him and ran to her father.

Spongebob laughed as she tackled him in a hug, tears still perched on his eyes, seeing his little girl smiling up at him, with those big beautiful eyes, and that beautiful smile before he brought her in a hug.

While Laura stood back wiping her eyes from the tears, forcing a smile on her face, she may have gotten her husband back, but, that still didn't change the fact of what had happened not so long ago, and she might love him, but, she would never look at him the same, and this was just the beginning of things.


There were a few things that remained changed, and would be hard to fix, would she ever really get to tell him certain things anymore, with that thing inside him? Maybe not, but who could she tell? Well..

Dear Diary,

Uh, Hi Diary, My names Laura, Laura Squarepants.

I'm not really all too sure about this, but I've read somewhere that it's good to

talk to someone about personal things, even if that someone is a book of paper.

I can't really say this stuff out loud to anyone else, they'd think I was crazy, and,

it could get my husband in trouble, and really, it really wasn't his fault that this had happened,

he'd still managed to beat the monster, even though it had done some damage, he's still my husband.

Neither of us were prepared for what had happened, and i just hope we're ready

for when if, it ever happens again.

Things aren't the same anymore, obviously, and I hate to admit that, i cant even recognize him anymore,

he's my husband, and i still don't know who he is, i look into his face, and all i see, is that monster.

I can see, clearly, that he feels bad, and that he's blaming himself for what had happened,

he really is the sweetest man alive, and I can't love him enough for that.

We say we still love eachother, but, we haven't really even talked to each other, since the incident,

we don't even look at each other, sometimes, I walk in a room, and it feels like, he doesn't even know i'm there,

the mornings are silent, the bed is empty.

I can't imagine how he must feel right now.

I don't mean to avoid him, he must think I hate him, we haven't even really made eye contact since,

and it's like we're being pulled apart. I hope this passes, and that our marriage isn't at stake,

because, I love him, I really do, I would do anything for him, why would I have married him if I didn't love him?

Robert said he had talked to the demon, who they call, Savage.

That he was an angry soul, needing help. I just don't understand, how my husband could trust this thing,

but he says this thing has changed, but what has changed? Our lives have changed,

this thing may have ruined our lives!

How could that monster change?

From what he'd told me, this thing can't really leave without harming the man I love,

and, this is something that I'll have to deal with, but I guess everyone deserves a second chance,

even this, Savage, right?


Spongebob sighed as he walked out of the bathroom, rubbing a towel over his head before he tossed it into the hamper next to him as he approached the bed reaching for the comb that was on the stand to comb back his hair, (because he dose have sponge hair) he sighed, she had her back towards him.

He opened his mouth to speak but, keep himself from doing do, and just leaned over and kissed the side of her head, "I love you." he said as he pulled away and walked out of the room and went to the guest bedroom, he wouldn't share their bed unless he felt it was the right, and it hadn't been right for days.

Laura quietly turned her head around to watch as her husband left the room, biting her lip to keep from telling him to stay, because not even he wanted to, and she hoped it wouldn't stay like this, and they could both see that if things continued, what would come of their marriage?


Spongebob sat in the kitchen, his face in his hands, he was waiting for his kids to get dressed for school so that he could take them, he sighed as he stood up to go check on them when he'd suddenly ran into his wife, he smiled down at her, "Morning." he said as he held her hands, she smiled up at him for a second before she looked away, she could still see it when she looked at him, the monster that was within, she wondered if this was even her husband.

She pulled her hands back, "I'm gonna drop the kids off at school, so that-" Laura gasped, looking back at him, "You? W, why?" she asked, and he laughed a nervous chuckle, rubbing the back of his head.

"Well, they're my kids too, you shouldn't have to do everything, ya know?" he smiled she sighed, "Well, I suppose-" she said as she looked back up at him, "We'll be fine, babe, i'm not gonna hurt my kids, if that's what you're thinking, I just, thought you could use some you time, ya know?" he asked as he looked at her closer, brushing her hair out of her face.

Laura sighed, backing out of his gentle touch, "I know, it's just, I don't feel comfortable with-" "You don't trust me? With our kids?" he asked, almost too offended, but he remained calm, "I'm sorry, R, Spongebob, i don't mean-" he sighed, stepping back, "I, if you feel that way then, I can't stop you." he said looking away to keep himself from tearing up.

"I, I guess I'll see you when I get home later then." he said, stepping forward to give her a kiss but she stepped back, he bit his lip and walked around her, looking at his children, he glanced at Tom for a second before looking away.

"Your mother is taking you two to school, I'll see you two at supper, and, be good to your mother." he said before he hugged Lola who came running for one of his famous hugs, he smiled, finding the slightest bit of joy, kissing her forehead, before he looked at her mother, "Ok Lol, daddy will see you later, and, you too Tom, tell Penny I said hi, for me." he smirked before he turned to his wife.

"See you later, dear." he waved before he turned and left.

Spongebob sighed as he pulled in front of the Krusty krab, placing his head on the steering wheel before he turned the boat off, he couldn't very well run a business out here, could he? He slowly made his way to the door, completely ignoring the kind words of one of his employee, it wasn't like he was doing it on purpose though.

"Huh? Oh, sorry, son, I didn't hear, or even see you, forgive me, yeah, that's great, you know how to open up, don't cha?" he asked, and the boy, Ronnie nodded, "Yes sir, but, I thought you loved to open in the morning."

Spongebob sighed, "I do, i just, got so much work to do in the office, but, I trust you, and, where's Luke?" he asked as he looked around for another employee that he'd hired in place of Squidward, who'd retired a few years back.

"He said he was running late, sir." Ronnie answered, "How late?" he asked, he sighed rubbing his head, before he shook it off, "Ok, whatever, let's get things prepped first, can't open unless we have everything ready, I'll get most of the food ready, you make sure the tables and floors are all clean, ok?" he said as he went into the kitchen.

The morning rush had taken bout an hour or so, Spongebob sighed as he walked out of the kitchen, wiping his hands just as Luke walked in, he sighed, "9 o clock, your shift, starts at 9, i'm sorry, but if you can't learn to be here on time, don't even bother coming in, I'm sure i can find someone else to fill your position." he said as he threw the rag at him as his phone had started to ring.

He cocked his brow, why was the school calling him at this time? He sighed as he answered it, "Hello, Mr. Squarepants speaking" he glanced at Luke and gestured for him to find something to do, like, maybe clean up the dining area?

"This is he, the principal's office? Tom? what'd he do? I'm at work right now, I.. Yeah, i can make it, just, ok.. ok, Just give me twenty minutes, i'll be there." he said before he ended the call, shaking his head, he sighed, looking back at Luke, "What are you still standing here for? I'm not paying you to stand around all day, I have to go, Ronnie, you're in charge until I get back." Spongebob said as he pushed past Luke.


"This is ridiculous." Tom spat as he slouched in the principal's chair, his arms crossed, as he looked off to the side, until the door behind him squeaked open, and the principle behind the desk had dropped his face, looking up at this towering sponge, thinking that now, maybe it might have been bad to call this conference.

Tom sat up as he heard his father's voice, turning around to look up at his dad, oh barnacles, he cursed under his breath before he turned to the principle, "You called my dad!?" he raised his voice.

Spongebob sighed, looking at the principle, "Sorry for being a little late, I was at work when the school called, left the place to one of the kids at work, so um.. will someone please explain to me, why I have been called down here? Tom?" he looked down at his son who had his head turned away from him.

"Oh right, yes, if you could just, take a seat, Mr. Squarepants, I'll explain everything." he said, and Spongebob nodded, glancing at his son before he turned back to the man up front.

"Really Thomas, skipping classes?!" Spongebob raised his voice, as if he couldn't believe it, "Now, you have explaining to do, mister, because, this isn't like you, and I know we raised you better, maybe someone is telling lies or, Thomas?" and Tom just sunk further into his chair, Spongebob sighed, "Is it true?" he asked, "No." Tom answered, "Then why is he telling me that you have?"

"Because, no one will listen to me-" "he's been late to his second class, we thought we could let it slide the first three times, but, five days in a row, says he's been having to use to use the restroom."

"Oh, well, maybe he has, and just-" "According to what the teacher says, half an hour is a long time to use the bathroom-" "Well, maybe he really had to go, you can't-" "Five days in a row? Highly unlikely, and when he comes to class, he's always on his phone, which, is against the rules, his teacher has asked to have it taken up." he said as he showed him a phone in a plastic bag.

Spongebob sighed, looking back at Tom, "Tom?" he asked, looking for an answer, but he just looked away, his arms still crossed, "Son? I, is this true?" he asked, hoping that it wasn't, but he still got no answer, he sighed, "You know how important your education is!" he said as he turned to him.

"You yell at me like it's my fault." he said as he looked up at his father, "well you're responsible for getting to your classes on time! Do you want to be like me?" Spongebob asked as he gestured towards himself.

Tom scoffed, "I'll never be like you, it's your fault i'm this way." he shook his head, Tom sighed, looking down at his shoes, not wanting to bring up the locker incident, not like he'd ever care to listen.

"If you go down this path, you'll be just like me, i know i'm not the best father, Thomas, but, i love you, and, i want what's best for you, even if that means grounding you." "Grounding me?" Tom questioned as he looked up at him.

"You're grounded." he said, trying to stand strong, and not break, it seemed as if everything in his life was going down hill, "You can't ground me!" Tom raised his voice as he stood up, "I'm your father, and you have to listen to me, no phones, games-"

"I fucking hate you! I will not listen to you, you are Not my father, you're just.. You're nothing!" Tom shouted at him.

"OH, YOU NEED TO TEACH THIS KID A FUCKING LESSON." Savage growled in the back of his head as he extended his claws, but went ignored.

"You don't mean that, you don't mean any of that." Spongebob shook his head, but Tom just nodded, "I mean every word, I hate you, mom hates you, she won't even look at you, the only person dumb enough to love you, is Lola." he snapped.

"You think that you can go around, acting like nothing had ever happened, like that thing, isn't inside you, I don't even know why mom even married you, you cant even protect her, she's only with you, because she's afraid of you, she can't even look at you anymore, I can't even look at you anymore, you say you'd do anything for us, that you'd do what's best- and what's best, is that you leave, and never come back." Tom shouted before he pushed past him.

"GO AFTER HIM, BEAT HIS ASS! DON'T LET HIM WALK ON YOU LIKE THAT!" savage ordered, and Spongebob shook his head, "Beat his ass? You mean, be like you? I'm not like you, listening to you, no wonder why my family hates me." he shook his head.

"OK, FINE, YOU'RE NOT LIKE ME, BUT, HOW CAN YOU LET THAT LITTLE SHIT, YOU CALL A SON, TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT? WHAT IS HE, TWO?" Spongebob sighed, "Just shut up." he said, "I've got to find him."

Spongebob sighed as he pulled into the drive, after picking both of the kids up early from school, to drop them off, he got out of the boat for a second, hugging his daughter, "Daddy has to go back to work, help mom around the house, until I get home, ok?" he smiled, and she smiled back, nodding, before he turned to look at his wife who was standing at the door.

They stood at their spots, not bothering to approach the other, he sighed, in forming her from the boat that their son was to be grounded, he looked down at the pavement, biting his lip, before he looked back up at her, "I, I still love you." he said, but, got no reply, he only sighed, hopping into his boat, he had to get back to work, afraid that one of the kids might have caught the place on fire, or something.


Spongebob sighed as he plopped down in his chair, wiping his face, "I dunno if I can do this anymore." he said from behind his hands, tears he's been holding in since this morning came rolling down his face, "she hates, my own Son, hates me, I, I shouldn't have let you stay, me thinking that I could give you a chance, are you happy? You might not have killed us, but you just ruined the one thing that I ever cared about."

Savaged just sighed, sitting down in his mind, actually feeling a little guilty, but he would never bring himself to apologize, not that this sponge even wanted it, sorry was just a word.

"Maybe Tom's right, maybe it's best if we just, left? I mean, my wife, the love of my life, i had sworn on my life to always protect her, but I failed, i'm not a man, i built myself up, thinking i could could protect her, when it was I that hurt her, and, she's just, so afraid of me, he doesn't even trust me with my own kids, My Kids! We don't even talk, she won't look me in the eye, i don't even remember when the last time shes told me she loved me, i mean, what if she doesn't? My son doesn't, he hates me, but what do you care? This was your plan, to tear us apart?"

"WOULD YOU LISTEN TO YOURSELF? YOU HEAR YOURSELF, RIGHT? YOU PLAN TO LEAVE? WHY, BECAUSE OF WHAT YOUR LITTLE SHIT SAID? WHY DO YOU EVEN LET HIM GET TO YOU LIKE THIS? HIS BALLS HAVEN'T EVEN DROPPED, AND YOU LET HIM WALK ALL OVER YOU, A GROWN ASS MAN!" Savage boomed.

"AND YOU WONDER WHY THE HELL I DID WHAT I DID, GET OVER YOURSELF, STOP ACTING LIKE A LITTLE BITCH, AND BEAT THE HELL OUT OF THAT LITTLE SHIT, TILL HE FEARS YOU, THAT THE ONLY WAY THINGS WILL GET DONE AROUND HERE! TRUST ME!"

"Trust you?" Spongebob scoffed, "He already fears me, you think it's that easy? I'm not like you, i won't lay a hand on any of my kids, and i'll be damned if I let you touch him, you think if i turn into you, she'll love me again? She'll only fear me more, and that's why it's just best to leave now, while i still have control over my body."

"I won't find anyone like her, I won't love again, i'm gonna die alone, but it's not about what I want, but what she needs, and I love her, so much, and I will do anything for her, even if that means divorce." he said as he wiped his tears.

"You can leave, if you want, I know it'll make me sick, and possibly kill me, but death right now sound so peaceful, she won't have to fear me in the grave, where i can't bother her." he said as he started to cry some more as Savage disappeared into the darkness of his mind.


Spongebob sighed as he parked his boat in front of the giant Pineapple, tears continued to fall down his face, he gripped onto the steering wheel, the moonlight reflecting off his ring, how was he supposed to do this? Was he supposed to tell it to her face? What?

He couldn't say it to her face, he couldn't, he couldn't bare to see her cry, or even smile, he bit down on his lip as he looked to his right at an envelope that was in the seat next to him, he covered his face as he began to cry harder.

He got out, leaving the envelope taped to the door before he went back to his boat and drove off. Angry tears still falling down his face as he drove off, his grip tightening even tighter on the wheel as he increased his speed towards a wooden light pole.

To Be Continued..