Disclaimer: I don't own fairy tail or its characters,

Sorry if the pres- is a little off I haven't wrote in years, blame . Its a pain in the void

Also this site keeps ruining my paragraphs ( i use libre office - its free damnit - and this site reccomends it), So there will be line breaks instead, annoying, aggravating lime light thieving line breaks that ruin the atmosphere GAHH


Lucys' Return

Warm brown eyes gleamed an autumns rain,

Strawberry Lips trembled to keep all sound at bay,

Gentle hands stilled in answer to their owners pain,

A Surveillance Lacrima ruined all she had wanted to say.


3 years,

She'd been gone 3 years

Lucy had been ever so focused on her long time S-class mission, she had not really noticed time fly by

And now it was too late


1 year ago Master Makarov had sent Lucy several letters and surveillance Lacrima's of Levy and Gajeels' engagement, pregnancy and marriage, and so on.

She had given birth not long after her husband Gajeel went missing on a mission and was declared dead.

Lucy almost dropped her mission then to go back and support her best friend.

And now, now he's sent another Damned Lacrima, only this time-

This time…


She should have known really,

They had seemed close before she left

Now, with her mission to be completed soon...

Lucy will return to magnolia…

Lucy will return to her guild

She will return to her apartment she has been sending regular payments to keep

But she cannot return to him


Not as she wanted...and she WANTED

Lucy had made a decision to confess after the completion of this long mission providing she still feels the same for him upon it's completion

It hurt, it hurt so much


Master Makarov sent these as to keep her up to date with the guilds good...well...news

Lucy will return to magnolia with an unfulfilled self promise and unrequited love

she will return with gifts for levy...

and blessings of happiness for them..

For Natsu and Lisanna were engaged


And now she'll have to move on


Warm brown eyes dimmed a winters eve,

Strawberry lips sighed in loss of bliss,

Gentle hands fell a heart she could not give,

A Surveillance Lacrima ruined a fantasy of a kiss.


A/N: hope you like, im feeling a little depressed atmo so I figured i'd write something depressing, rereading it, it feels clinical, detatched in a way, and I guess in this case its kinda true. she's been gone for so long theres nothing she can do, she was mostly detatched from the guild with ocassional news from Master Makarov.

The way I see it is, she felt emotional at the news, it hurt her, her heart hurt, she loved Natsu, but theres nothing she could do,

this is where I see the detatchment comes in, it's hopelessness and love all mixed into one.

she loves them, Natsu and Lisanna Both, they're Part of fairy tail, her family, she doesn't even think of splitting them or anything because Lucy would never hurt family, she'd never even think of it, so all that's left for her to do is wish them a happy future and continue moving forward, despite the pain and suffering that will no doubt cause her.

p.s. poems are hard, im soooooooo out of practice. and i miss my old poem note book, i have hundreds of my own little drabbles im proud of in it from years ago, i haven't seen it in ages =_=''