It had been too long since I have seen her. What was it now? 3, 4 years? Every day seems like a thousand years when she in not around. I want to hold her. Touch her. Feel her. Smell her. Kiss her. Feel her warmth.

I still think about that day. The day she went away. Left me all alone in this darkness.

I would cry. If I had anymore tears left to cry. I would try to hold it in but not even Sessho-maru himself could keep the tears away.

Maybe I'm weak. Just a weak half breed. I don't care. She is not here. That's all that matters.

And I miss her so fucking much.