Disappearance
I feel as if he left me, because that's what he did. Left without an
explanation, or a warning. Just left me. And now I wonder, why? Did I do something wrong, does he not like me? Or did he leave because he thought that would be best for both of us. Or what we had just a joke to him and now he has someone new. Was all he said lies? Or did he truly love me? Did he think of me when he left and how I would feel? Having to wonder, what happened and where he went? Did he think of all the pain I would feel not knowing where he is, and if his ok? I don't understand how someone can just disappear like that. With out a simple explanation. Or at least a "hey I'm leaving tomorrow". He just left. Will he ever come back? At least give a sign that his alive. Even though he left me like that, as hard as I try, I still love him. He maybe lied, I'm not sure if he did, he fell of the face of earth, and maybe even forgot about me, but I still love him, and his my world. Love is something so strong and sometimes you don't realize how much someone actually means to you until you don't have that someone anymore.
That someone that at a point in time was important, but now that someone is my whole world, and they stole my heart. As much as I want to stop loving him, and knowing that he does not deserve my love, I don't want to stop loving him. The times that we were together, the times that we talked felt so amazing and so good inside, that I don't want to forgot those memories. I don't want to stop loving you because I still have hope that one day you will come back and love me like you did, or so I thought you did. So I can feel that again inside of my heart. Little things you said meant so much to me. Now they mean so much more, and deep inside my heart all never stop loving you and you will always be my world. And in my world I know that one day you will come back loving me again.
Wooow I'm crying, that was actually based on what happened to me about a month ago, and how I feel towards him leaving. Please review, tell me what you think, and please also answer one question. If someone you loved so much left you would you still continue loving them?
Hope you all enjoyed! J
