If I could write you a song
And make you fall in love
He sorta just stares at you while you strum your guitar, who could blame him. You kind of look like a total freak after all. You have weird shitty clown makeup and look stoned always. That's mostly because you are but… that doesn't matter. He's so adorable it makes your heart clench.
I would already have you up under my arm.
I used up all of my tricks,
He used to be all yours, now he's dating some other guy. You really fucked up. You hurt him, more than once even. Both physically and mentally. That's when the new guy came along and saved him, like he was a motherfucking damsel in distress. Yeah right. This isn't a fairytale. This is reality
I hope that you like this.
But you probably won't.
You see his boyfriend come in and his attention totally shifts to him. You think he kisses him just to piss you off. You know that's false information but, still. He's so calm around him, unlike the fear you made him experience. His new boyfriend notices you and looks livid, he says something inaudibly, something angry and passive aggressive. His name is either Sollux or Dave, you don't know really. Either is a dumb name. Karkat chuckles and rolls his eyes. It looks like he said, "you would never."
You think you're cooler than me.
Shades dude gets up and walks over to you, you groan and stand up putting down you guitar. He thinks he's so motherfuckin cool.
You got designer shades,
Just to hide your face
You know why he has those shades, it's word since they were caught having sex. His red eyes are most definitely his weakness.
And you wear them around like you're cooler than me.
He's the coolest kid on campus, but to you he's a mess of a man. He's more of a train wreck than you are. Okay that's a lie, everyone knows you're insane, the only thing the doctors can use to mellow you out is weed and all other drugs that are known for being soothing. It's not your fault. Well it is but, it wasn't intentional.
And you never say "Hey"
Or "Remember my name?"
"Names Dave, I'm gonna kick your ass, Gamzee." You stare just as half lidded as usual. "Nice to meet you too motherfucker." You flash him the same 'I'm stoned as hell' smile you give everyone else. He punches the shit out of you and Karkat cheers him on. Your heart feels broken, even more than when he left you. Dave stands up and kisses Karkat who bares a full smile, which is super out of the ordinary, he must be really happy your ass got kicked. You accept it. You know your mistakes.
And it's probably 'cause you think you're cooler than me.
Your name is Gamzee Makara. You're a mistake.
