Naru's Letter To Mai

Disclaimer:

I do not own Ghost Hunt.

This is just a little side project while I look for inspiration. I hope you enjoy!

Shinobi Girl

P.S: Sorry its only short

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Dear Mai,

Sometimes I wonder if you lose a part of yourself, if you can find it again. When I lost my brother, I believe I lost my only link to reality. I became withdrawn and antisocial. Then, out of nowhere, you came. You brought life back to me. I began to talk more, even though only to chastise you for your mistakes. Yet you took it all in stride, and yelled right back at me. To put it simply…

You amazed me.

I had never had anyone who had done that before. It was shocking, not to insult you in the least, that someone like me could fall in love with someone like you. I'm sorry for every nasty comment, cold glare and anything else I have ever done to insult you. It was intentional, because I did not want to get hurt, or hurt you.

You see: I have lied to you this entire time. My name is a lie; I am not Kazuya Shibuya, as you know me to be. I am Oliver Davis, the psychic researcher you hear everyone else talk about. Even now, not telling you the truth, even after all the time you've put up with me, makes me feel guilty. My brother, Eugene Davis, or "Gene" as everyone called him, had come to Japan… and… it hurts me even now to say, died. He is the one you see in your visions, the kind one who always smiles and comforts you, not me. Even though I wish it were not so, Mai, you have fallen in love with him, not me.

Whenever you hurt yourself, I hurt too. When you smile, it makes me happy, even if you do believe it is impossible. If you remember that time when we were stuck underground when that ghost pulled you down, I said that you were predictable after something bad happens? It wasn't an insult; I was telling you in my own way that I have been watching you.

I will be returning to England soon, to resume the research I had been doing in SPR, the real SPR, the British Society for Psychic Research. The separation will be impossible for me, but please understand it is for the best. I never want to be the reason you get hurt anymore. Since you began working for me, I have seen you hurt multiple times. But no more.

I hope you understand that I love you, and hope to see you once again in the future. Maybe, just maybe, one day you will accept my love and me for who I am, when it is possible for you to be safe.

Please forgive me.

Love,

Your Naru.

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I'm not sure whether to write anymore. What do you guys think?