Hi there! I'm Angeomon. This is my first fic.. Its my POV about Suboshi.. Since this is my first fiction piece, pls be gentle in your reviews. Constructive criticism is welcome. Flamez will be ignored unless they are real bad.. Oh well not everyone is open-minded .. Gha! never mind. Pls Read and Review. Jan ne!
Ooh! Yes disclaimer:
Sound of trumpet as Pixie walks in with scroll. She opens it and scroll rolls all over the floor.." Ahem, never mind.. I have memorized it for you!"
Angoemon's right eye twitches… :"Get On With It Already!"
Pixie: "Ahem! He he yeah here goes.. Deep Breadths :
Angeomon doesn't own anything ! She is a pauper! FY or Mysterious Play and all characters belong to Yuu Watase and not to Angeomon!1 Ha ha She owns nothing not…!"
Angeomon wacks Pixie with Taiitsukun's patented mallet and smirks while Pixie flies off in distance
"Ahem.. Unfortunately she is right I don't own FY. Hey but if she's selling, I'm Buying! "
Afraid… I'm afraid of closing my eyes.. afraid of what ill see. Of what I will hear. In the darkness. I can hear them even now.. I can smell the blood, the tears and the fear.. It has been so long. Yet I feel as if it were only yesterday that I visited them.. visited with the gift of fear. Fear, pain .. and death. If you were here aniki, what would you have said? Would you have stopped me? Yes.. of course you would have. You were always against killing. That's why you went there in the first place. Me ?... I don't know. I always followed u . You were everything. Nothing else mattered... I could blame him. He told me to do it… But it was not him that went. It was not him that attacked and didn't stop no matter how much they screamed or how thick and fast their blood flew. I wanted revenge. I was so blind. And now … Now I'm so afraid. They are there aniki, in front of me. Behind me, crying and bleeding. "Big Brother Help!" I laughed then. I savored it. Their screams, the sound of tearing flesh and breaking bones. I savored it and I wished for the sounds of their suffering to never end, mine didn't so why should theirs? I wanted it to continue. Now..now it wont stop. At day, at night I hear those sounds.. those horrible sounds. I wish you were here to make them go away.. But your not. I cry now. What if it were me? My little brothers and sisters… Just Breathe, Just Breathe maybe it'll go away ! I'm so tired, yet I cannot sleep.
"Who are you? What do you want?... What is that? Leave our house.. or.. or I will… see this knife? I'm not afraid.. you cant hurt us.. my big brother is coming and then he will show you! Aaaggh!"
I haven't told her yet.. my love. She would hate me. She doesn't love me. I'm so alone. No love. He told me.. love is a useless emotion, it brings only weakness and suffering. You are pathetic. Stop sniveling. I wanted to hit him.. blame him.. but he just laughed. "Coward! You are pathetic, death will not come so easily for you!"
Stop they are only children. Hit me why are you hurting my children? Please Stop!"
I saw you today.. fighting Tomo.. for them! I hated you for leaving me Aggh! Leave me alone! Stop it Stop it! He will not hurt you aniki…what! you want me to work with them? Be allies! NEVER! I cannot! He wont ever forgive me.. I can't forgive myself. I have found someone.. She is all now.
Forgive me brother, butit isyou whomust forget.. I cannot no matter how much I want to.
"Big Brother? I knew you would come back…"
