I sat under a tree near the training grounds, my nose once again in a book. I had just finished a journal entry and once again it was my depression over the fact that the one guy I liked would never notice me. Even if he was my elder sisters bestfriend.

"AIYANA!"

I jumped turning around and was greeted by Urban; my sisters suitor and my bestfriend. He walked toward me, a weird expression on his face.

"Watching Silvermead again today Aiyana?"

I turned my attention toward teh ground as blood rushed to my face.

"You know Aiyana he really is nevver going to notice you until you get the guts to actually say something to him."

I knew Urban was right but honestly Nicias was the only guy I grew shy and klutzy around.

"Then I guess I will just have to watch him from afar now wont I Urban."

"Oi, Aiyana. You know what this childish game is ending now. HEY NICIAS COME HERE FOR A MINUTE!"

I froze, my body numb from head to toe.

"URBAN! YOU JERK!"

As I heard someone nearing I took off. I had to hide somewhere; somewhere away from the embarassment. Stupid Urban, he couldn't just let me admire Nicias from the background. This would deffinatley be another add on in my diary. Sloweing to a walk I looked up to the sky, the warm sun shinning down on my face.

"Stupid Urban. H-He just doesn't get it. J-Just because I like someone doesn't mean it's ever going too happen."

Sighing I sat down under a tree and drew up my journal. Scribbling an entry into the pages I noted dropplets on the page. Looking up to the sky it was still a clear sunny day. Setting my hand to my cheek I realized where the water emerged from.

"Why oh why can I not have one perfect thing in my life. Always being compared to Oliza. Never going to be queen, always a princess."

Slowly, as if all time began to fade away I closed my eyes and let the world slip from view.

Opening my eyes the atmosphere I realized had derastically changed. I felt more confined instead of free, the air didn't seem to be reaching me either and then I realized someone had moved me from my possition under the tree to my bedroom in the palace walls. Shooting up I franticaly searched around me for my diary. Which unfortunately was no where to be found. Springing from my bed I raced out the door of my room and outside the palace to the tree I had fallen asleep under. But my diary was no where to be found.

"My lady?"

Spinning around I almost gasped at who had spoken to me. Standing there, my diary in his hand was my crush, Nicias Silvermead. What waas he doing actually talking to me?

"You left this when I took you home."

Wait he took me home? I didn't even realize he knew I exsisted.

"Wait! You read my diary!"

I snatched the small book from his hand and glared at his beautiful crystal like eyes.

"N-No I didn't I swear!"

"The lock is broken! So tell me how that happened?"

"W-Well...o-okay I did read the last entry. When I picked you up it hit the ground and opened to that page. I-I'm sorry princess."

Sighing I turned around to leave his presence.

"Thank you for returning my journal."

I began walking away from him before I elt something on my shoulder.

"I-If you would accompany my to dinner tonight I would be very much honored."

I froze my body in pure shock I must be dreaming. Someone like him would nevver be asking me.

"You're just asking to humor me right Silvermead? You didn't even know I exsisted until Urban said something."

"Wait now that's deffinatly not true. I knew you exsisted and I sertainly do know who you are. I just didn't think of you as a crush or mate until I picked you up and ccarried you home."

Turning around, diary cluched to my chest I starred up at him, shock covering my face what had he meant by those words?

"What do you mean by that Nicias Silvermead?"

"Can we talk about it over dinner tonight please. Princess Aiyana?"

Nicias bent at the middle, lowering himself into a bow, grabbing my hand and kissing it lightly. My face once again heated up and I nodded my head. Nicias straightened up, smiled, and walked away leaving me completely shocked at the dream like conversation that went on.

"Am I dreaming?"

Shaking off the numbness I began walking home. Then I realized my one problem about accompanying Niccias to dinner tonight. How would I get passed my family without questions being asked?