DISCLAIMER – I do not own any characters related to the show Kim Possible, please do not sue I have no money
A/N – This story takes place after 'One last time' (my story) and after 'So the drama' (the Kim Possible movie). It is not important that you read or watch either but it may be a good idea. I have a general idea where I want this story to go but I will be writing it one chapter at a time so the exact plan is a bit of hit and miss.
Please tell me what you think and any ideas you may have, no promises that I will take them into account but I will defiantly look them over.
MISTAKES
CHAPTER ONE – A MONTH FOR KIM POSSIBLE
Kim was standing in the middle of a bunch of GJ agents waiting for the search teams to come out of the rubble and smoke, they were searching for Shego. Drakken and a few henchmen had already been loaded into a heavily armoured GJ truck ready to take them away to their own prison cells.
Kim only had one thing on her mind at the moment 'what have I done to her, what have I done to the woman I believe to have feelings for'. Kim had a vacant look to her eyes and Ron could see it, he could see that something was wrong and not just the fact that Kim may have just taken the life of Shego. He did not know what to say to her, he had only just admitted to Kim his own feelings towards her and was unsure where that left them. Were they still best friends or had that relationship become something else. Ron suddenly caught a glimpse of movement in the smoke.
Kim was now anxious as she saw search teams emerging from the smoke and then she saw Shego being dragged by two people, she had her arms over the shoulders of two members of the search team, her cat suit was torn in several places showing cuts and bruises and her feet were dragged behind her. Two GJ agents went over and took Shego off them and carried her over to the armoured truck where she was handcuffed into a seat.
From where Kim was standing she could clearly see into the back of the GJ truck, the henchmen were just sitting to the sides not saying a word, Dr. Drakken was sitting at the back grumbling about something (most likely another failed plot to take over the world) and trying to get Shego's attention while Shego was just sitting there with her head partially hanging down and her hair falling down the sides of her face. Shego was looking out of the back of the truck directly at Kim with a look Kim had never seen and a look she did not recognise; it was a look of a broken woman, disappointment and hate.
Kim did not like the look and she was in a state of mind split between two decisions the first to run over and explain everything to her, why she did what she did and how she felt about the pale skinned woman. The second option to just grab Ron and run off to the prom for a bit of normalcy, she decided on the second by grabbing Ron and run away from how she was feeling.
As they ran down the street towards their high school hand in hand so many emotions were running through her head but all she wanted right here and now was a normal night with 'friends'. Ron on the other hand was so excited he was literally exactly where he wanted to be hand in hand with Kim heading to prom.
When they got to the prom they had changed into their prom outfits and burst through the doors hand in hand just to be confronted by a mocking Bonnie, Kim was just about to let go of Ron's hand but was quickly dragged to the centre of the dance floor where a slow song started to play. As they danced to the song they gradually got closer and Kim could feel Ron's breath on her lips it was not how she ever imagined her first kiss to go but at this moment she just wanted a moment of happiness and Kim closed her eyes and their lips met in a slight brush of their lips they kissed. Kim could see an image of Shego in her mind and she deepened the kiss and then she remembered who she was actually kissing and slowly backed off.
The night came to a close and Kim and Ron walked home parting Ron's house, they did not talk all the way Kim's vision was constantly focused on her destination while Ron kept glancing over at Kim with the biggest smile he had ever had. As they parted Ron went to move in for a kiss goodnight but Kim cut him off with a "Goodnight Ron, I will see you at school"
Ron thought everything was perfect up till then and he slowly stepped back and in a disappointed voice said "ok...KP, see you then"
Kim made it home and was not sure entirely what had gone on apart from the fact that she had nearly killed the woman she has feelings for and had subconsciously allowed Ron to kiss her and believe there was a chance for their relationship to become something more than best friends.
When Kim got home she was greeted by both her parents who asked almost simultaneously "how was prom" which made Kim's face drop even more, if that was even possible (A/N – anything's possible for a possible)
Kim just answered with a "muh!"
This made both her parents look at her with worry then Kim just said "sorry mum and dad I have just had a long night and just need some sleep"
Both parents that that statement was true but they just looked at each other and knew there was something else on their daughters mind but would worry about it tomorrow .Dr. Anne Possible looked back at her daughter and said "ok Kimmie-cub, get some sleep you need your rest".
"Thanks mum" Kim replied and went straight up past her parents without taking a second look at them and disappeared into her room.
Once she was in her pyjamas and was settled in her bed she started to go over the night and for once she realised that she had her own mission to accomplish that was for no one but herself. She started to make a list of things to do in her mind.
TO DO LIST
1 – Find Shego (she was bound to escape by the morning)
2 – Explain to Shego 'EVERYTHING'
3 – Talk to Ron about what 'he' thinks is going on
4 – Try to keep her 'best friends' relationship with Ron
5 – Try to make a relationship between Shego and herself possible (anything's possible for a possible)
With that done she closed her eyes and finally found sleep, though she wished it had been a peaceful sleep she was sadly met with images of nearly killing Shego and the look Shego's eyes held when she was in the GJ truck.
One week later
As Kim had suspected Shego had escaped before they had even made it to the local GJ cells but what was surprising is that she had left Dr. Drakken behind and was still being held. She had heard from Dr. Director the following morning that from what she had gathered from a statement made by Dr. Drakken is that Shego was acting weird, she had a look in her eyes that he only ever imagined in his nightmares and the only thing that Shego had mentioned (the statement actually said snarled) was 'I will get her for what she made me feel and I will have my revenge'. This of course did not give Kim a positive feeling but she had a plan and it was a plan she was going to complete.
Ron had been acting differently all week towards her; she could tell that Ron now thought they were in a romantic relationship which was not helped by everyone at school thinking the same thing. Kim knew that once the weekend came around she would have to speak to him and she just hoped that they would still be friends afterwards, the bad news for her is that the weekend had now come around and she had organised with Ron to meet her at Bueno Nacho on Saturday morning for breakfast.
Kim was now waiting for Ron at Bueno Nacho, sitting at their regular table in their place she thought that this might make the conversation go easier but she could only hope that Ron took this better than she thought he would.
Ron finally arrived and went straight to the counter to order his usual and 'grande' size it. Ron had left Rufus at home as asked by Kim who had left Ron with a feeling that this was a date but how wrong could he be, Ron sat down at the table with a smile on his face which quickly disappeared once he caught sight of the look on Kim's face.
They sat in silence for what felt like hours but had actually only been minutes, Kim was slowly sipping her drink while Ron had not even touched his food (he knew this was serious). Finally Kim spoke and said "Ron I have asked you here today to talk about us..." Ron smiled at this but Kim continued "...and when I say us I have just one question for you, what are we?"
Ron looked at her confused and just replied in his usual goofy way "what are we?"
"Yes Ron, what sort of relationship do you think we have?" Kim said adding a tone you would add if being sarcastic but of course Ron didn't pick up on it.
"Well we like each other and we are dating" Ron answered looking straight into Kim's eyes like you would look at someone you loved but Kim just looked around making sure there was not too many people here at the moment, luckily it was just them and two staff members.
"Ron...yes we like each other and yes we are the best of friends... but..." Kim took a breath and stared directly at Ron "...but we are not dating and I'm truly sorry if you thought that but we are nothing more than best friends... or at least I hope we are" Kim could see Ron's mouth opening and closing trying to figure out what to say.
"But I told you how I felt, and we went to prom together and we kissed" as Ron had said that his anger was rising.
"All true but did I ever tell you how I felt?" Kim asked
"..."
"Ron what I am about to tell you nobody else knows and if you are still my best friend I hope you keep this secret and I hope we can still be at least friends afterwards" Kim wished this all to be try.
"I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions, I hope you explain the reason for the kiss and yes best friends forever" Ron said sadly with tears being held back.
"Ok... the reason for the kiss is because I was highly emotional and once I tell you the rest I hope you understand just how emotional I was and still am" Kim said still looking at anything but Ron's eyes.
Ron stayed quiet and nodded along, wiping his eyes he waved his hand in a signal to carry on.
"I have been having feelings for somebody and this somebody I know you and probably most people will disagree with" Kim took a deep breath, looked at Ron and could see that he listening intently. "The person I have feelings for is the person I nearly killed a week ago..."
Ron cut in "WHAT THE FUCK! You're talking about Shego".
Kim simply answered "yes".
Ron could see the sadness and other emotions running through her head "do you love her"
Kim looked directly into Ron's eyes so he could see the honesty in her words "more than anything".
"Ok, don't get me wrong I am sad that it was not me but if you're happy I'm happy... so what's the plan?" Ron asked as serious as he possibly could at the moment
Kim then explained to Ron what her general idea was but as for having an actual plan she would just have to wait and see how it goes when the conversation with Shego comes around.
One month later
Kim had just got to school and already the looks had started she had been getting these looks from everybody that in her life, they were the looks of worry from most adults and her parents but from the other students they were looks of wanting to tease but afraid of repercussions. For the last month Kim had been getting more and more depressed and for the last couple of weeks it had started to show on her body and face. Kim had started to lose weight and her eyes had dark circles around them from sleepless nights, she had actually fallen asleep a couple times in class and was distracted during after school activities including on missions.
Kim went straight to her locker and as soon as she opened the door an image of Wade came up on the screen of the computer hidden inside her locker, Kim's face dropped and said "please tell me you got something... anything"
Wade was typing away at the computer but he knew what Kim was talking about, she was asking about Shego it had become a daily question and he knew something was seriously worrying Kim and it had something to do with Shego. He looked up at the communication monitor and said "I'm sorry Kim, still nothing... it's as if she's dropped off the planet"
Kim looked up at Wade and replied "thanks Wade, please keep trying"
"No problem Kim, we will find her" Wade said regretfully, he was regretful because he had felt like he was letting Kim down.
The first few classes went by in a blur and Kim was now sitting at a table in the cafeteria with her friend Monique. Monique watched as Kim just picked at her food and this was the last straw "Kim i have had enough of this, me and you are going to take a walk and you are going to take" Monique said with a tone of anger and stress to her voice.
Kim looked up at her shocked but at the same time was expecting this moment for a while so Kim just nodded got up and waited for Monique to follow.
They walked out to the front of the school where there was nobody but them and Monique was first to speak "so spill and i mean everything"
"What are you talking about?" Kim had always been a bad liar and she knew it when she had said that.
"Cut the crap" Monique was not messing she knew something was wrong. Monique thought it had something to do with what happened between Kim and Ron, perhaps it was her missions, was school finally getting to her or was it something at home.
"First off are we friends and if so would it matter what i did or who i liked?" Kim asked with imploring eyes.
"Kim we are BFF's and will always be" Monique honestly answered.
Kim explained to Monique everything that Ron and she had spoken about, from their feeling towards each other, how she nearly killed Shego and how she really felt about Shego then went onto explain her plant to speak to Shego and the distress that not finding her in the last month had caused.
Monique laughed and she saw Kim arch her head to the side and a look of confusion towards her. "That explains why you two were always smiling when fighting and the teasing pet names Shego would call you" Monique said through small giggles.
Kim smiled at Monique and was then embraced by the chocolate skinned girl, Kim wrapped her arms around Monique and let a few tears drop. Once they parted they went back to school and the rest of the day went a lot easier.
Kim walked home on her own again as she had found herself doing a lot recently, her and Ron had been distant ever since Kim came clean with all her feelings. They still hung out and went on missions together it just was not the same as it was before, which was slightly understandable as Ron had wanted to move on from Kim as girlfriend by looking for a romantic relationship with other girls but so far they had all turned him down. As Kim walked home she had the same thing on her mind as she did all the time and that thing or should be woman was Shego.
All the way home tonight she had felt like she had felt like she was being watched but every time she looked around she saw nothing out of the ordinary, it did not help that tonight she had a particular feeling about her and one she only got when she was near Shego. Kim got to her front door taking one last glance around her as she pulled out her door keys, that's when she felt a sharp pain in the back of her neck and her world went blank...
To be continued
What just happened to Kim? Was someone involved and if so who? Where is Shego in this time and what is she up to? Will we find out in the next chapter?
