Meaningless Breaths.
Chapter 1: Love Triangle
I was awakened by the sound of my cellphone. It was ringing like there's no tomorrow. I answered it. Surprised to hear his voice again.
"hello?" I asked in a sluggish voice.
"uhh.. hi? Miley?" his voice was pure velvet. My jaws opened when I heard his voice again. I couldn't think of anything to say. Then I recover before he thinks I'm mentally retarded.
"ohh.. Nick? Why did you call?" i asked while hitting my head in wall. That was the best I can do at a time like this.
"ahh. I was just wondering if you'd like to talk." His voice was unsure. I wonder what his thinking.
"Sure. But uhhm. Nick? It's like 7 in the morning. I just came back from tour. So…" I was tired. No I am tired. What does he want from me anyway? We broke up for about a year now. He has girlfriend now. He has moved on. So what on earth does he want from me?
"yeah. I know. So.. Tonight? At our favorite restaurant." he answered. Breaking my reverie.
"yeah. Sure. Tonight." I hung up before he could say anything else. I don't need a goodbye from him. He already did a year ago. And hearing it again would cause such misery to my broken heart.
I couldn't sleep again. Thinking of what favor or whatever he wants from me. So I ended up eating breakfast with my family.
I walk lazily to our dining table. Everyone was surprised to see me awake. Cause normally I would only be awake on lunch time. But I ignored it.
"Good Morning Miley!" I heard my lil sis greet me. I couldn't ignore her. She has like a power over me. Whenever she wants something I go get it. There's just something about her that I can't ignore.
"Good Morning Noah!" I answered her sluggishly.
My dad was cooking breakfast. It was weird because my dad barely cooks. But I didn't pay any more attention to him.
I got a plate and filled it with an egg and and bacon. While I was eating I was thinking about "Tonight". I was so caught up in my reverie that I didn't notice my mom calling me.
"MILEY!" she finally shouted breaking my reverie.
"huh?! What?" I asked confused.
"You have to get more than that!" she answered. She looks concerned. I didn't want to argue. I was too lazy to argue. So I got a bread and walked up to my room.
I sat on the edge of my bed as I started to take bites out of my bread.
Maybe it was too good to be true. Maybe Nick just wanted to talk about how he wants to be just friends. Or maybe he wanted to blame me for everything. I did ruin their image with the photo leak. I was so stupid.
I didn't realize I finished the whole bread,I was just planning on taking a few bite
I half-ran to my bathroom and reached for the sink.
I bent down and stuck to fingers up my throat and soon enough I vomited, I reached for my toothbrush and brushed my teeth thoroughly.
LATER EVENING.
I went straight to my closet as soon as the chatting was finished. My sister is definitely a chatter. But my head was filled of thoughts of nick. I couldn't understand a word she said. But once we were done. I cleared my head then went straight to my closet.
I didn't know what to wear. So I had to choose between the colors purple and red. It was weird that I had to choose between colors and not between the dress itself. But suddenly I gave up on the purple dress and went with the red one. I pick the black coat that was from Paris. Then I pick out my Louis Vuitton bag. Then I settled for black gladiator sandals.
After that was done. I took a quick bath. Then I look at my clock. Surprised to see the time. I'm almost late. So I run as fast as I could. But someone slowed me down.
"Dad? I'm going out tonight. "I shouted. I ran to the garage
"Ok. But be back before curfew!" he shouted back.
I stopped for a moment then gave him a meaningful look. Luckily it worked.
"Ok fine. But Miley… Take care. Please?" He gave me a sympathetic look then he turned away.
Sometimes I get mad at my parents for not trusting me enough. But what the heck? Parents will be parents.
I got there on time. I didn't know what to do. I definitely didn't know what to say. Should I continue? And let him control me again? Let him control my emotions? Break me to pieces? Before I could answer any of those questions. HE called my name.
"Miley..?"His voice was something you can't ignore. Whenever he has something to say.. you know you have to listen. His power over me is much more powerful than my lil sis. I turned to see his angelic features. It was like the moment we first met. Butterflies kept on flying in my stomach. His eyes were definitely perfect. Every girl would fall for him as soon as they look deeply in his brown eyes. Though his hair is curly he is still cute,it's really fun to ruffle .When my eyes met with his my heart started to pound really loud and really fast. Then all of a sudden it broke into millions of pieces once I thought that we're never gonna be together again. Which was utterly true . He has moved on. But sadly I haven't.
"Oh.. Hi Nick!" I replied. Saying his name again made me blush. It was almost embarrassing. I didn't know what else to say.
"Come. Have a sit." Hearing his voice again made me more broken. Then I nodded and made my way to the wooden chair.
I didn't want to respond. I won't be able to recover later. I was having a "moment" and I didn't want him to know. I looked down and fiddled with my fingers, I can't put my thoughts to words;I was too scared of his reactions.
Before he could say anything else the paparazzi kept on taking pictures.. it was utterly disturbing. I couldn't concentrate at all. The flashes were blinding.
Selena's Point Of View.
I texted Nick for about 20 times now. Still no reply. I'm his girlfriend. Shouldn't I be his first priority? Then I gave up sighing. I was looking at cellphone for about 30 minutes now. Still waiting. Then someone caught my attention.
"Hey Demi! Where are you going?" I asked as soon as I saw her wearing a curve-hugging white one shouldered dress.
"Nowhere in particular. I just want to leave this house!" she answered sighing.
"Can I come?" I asked politely. I didn't want to be some kind of trouble to her. Besides I didn't have plans tonight. Well I did.. but since he won't reply.. I guess I'm free.
"Sure! Of course!!" I've never seen her so excited before. Probably because we barely hang out. Especially now cause we both busy.
I immediately went to my closet.. thinking of what I should wear. Then I sighed. I'm thinking of Nick. He's driving me insane. I wonder what his doing now. I sighed again. Then I focused on what to wear.
I finally choose a pink top and I grab a black colored jeans. Then I grab my leather jacket. Then I ran towards Demi.
"Ready?"
"'s go." I replied. I sounded enthusiastic. I even surprised myself.
We went to the garage and we rode in a glossy red convertible with the top on. We didn't want any paparazzi. It was very quiet until we stopped by a boutique.
"I'll just get something… 'kay?" Demi asked pursing her lips. She probably thought I wouldn't allow her.
"Yeah. Sure." I answered looking away.
"Great !! I'll be back after a few minutes 'kay?" She said while getting out of the car.
I waited for several minutes until I finally gave up and went out of the car.I started walking out of boredom. Until I walked past a restaurant full of paparazzi . Out of curiosity.. I walked in to peek.
I was surprised to see HIM with HER. I never expected it. Is this why he never replies to any of my messages? Cause he's busy talking to HER? I didn't notice that my jaws were open. Then I recovered as soon as tears were forming.
All I could do was cry and run. Which is what I always do whenever everything gets bad . I'm stupid to not see this coming. I cried all the way to where Demi was waiting. I didn't know what to do.
I ran as fast as I could leaving the "old" Selena they once knew.
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-ALY.
