Author's Note: Ok everyone here I come again!!. This is my second fic and I hace to say that is a multichapter so don´t be sad at the end of this first part... because there'll be much more . I have to apologize for the grammatical mistakes and vocabulary etc... As I've said before English is not my first language ´cause I'm Spanish so be gentle. You know what you have to do at the end... Review please???

I donnot own Bones.


Feeling the rain

The rain was almost crashing the glass of her windows. Being between sheets didn´t help her with the cold and emptiness she felt inside. She've been turning again and again and her bed seemed bigger than ever.

In that cold windy and rainy night the answer to all her questions suddenly came with the ring of her cell. She took it from the table and answered.

"Brennan" she said with a lazy tone.

"It's me" she didn´t need to hear his name from his lips to know who he was.

"Is everything ok Booth?" she sat waiting for his answer.

"I just wanted to talk to someone. I'm not feeling good. I'm sorry... Did I wake you up?"

"No you didn´t. Who can sleeps in a night like this?"

His smile was almost audible for her. She stood up in the dark and started looking sadly through the window. The deep purple of the sky covered all the city and suddenly she felt uneasy and nervous. She rationally knew that that colour of the sky was the reflection of the city lights combined with the water that was falling from the clouds. Even so she started feeling scared.

"You still there Bones?" sounded the deep voice in the other line.

"Yes" she felt like her answer was almost a whisper "I was looking at the sky. The purple sky covers the city. It scares me Booth. Tonight it scares me more than anything. More than the emptiness that I felt in my bed... the cold of my body".

"I know that feeling." He said looking in the same direction. His window blurred with his breath. "That is the feeling that makes me feel so physically and emotionally weak tonight." He paused waiting for any answer. There were none. "It seems that loneliness is even worse in nights like this".

"Yes". The word came out of her mouth in a deep breath and her mind started to look for any memory of them having a conversation like that. She couldn´t find any. She didn´t know what was going on with her. Maybe the fear she felt inside was making her not act like the real Temperance. Even so she needed that intimacy and she knew that he needed it desperately too.

Emotions were catching her and she couldn´t stop the tears in her eyes. On the other line he heard her rapid breathing. At first he didn´t understand what was happening but then he knew instinctively.

"Bones talk to me." Despair squeezing his heart. "Come on Bones. Don´t do this to me. Not Tonight. Don´t...please".

Tears were running through her cheeks and the sound of his voice made her feel even colder. She knew he was suffering but she couldn´t do anything to help him... she couldn´t even help herself. She let herself cry and let him cry too. Minutes later she started to calm down and knew Booth was doing the same. Trying to regain her composure she cleared her through as she walked to her bed.

"Booth" she said as she sat crossing her legs. "How do you fell?"

"I can´t feel anything ... but emptiness. Bones... I simply can´t."

She didn´t know why but she wanted to escape reality and pain and fall into a dreamlike world. She knew what he was going to say or at least she knew what he was feeling inside and she didn´t wanted to hear or feel that again.

"It's late"

"Sorry" he closed his eyes unease and touched the glass of his window. The sound of the falling rain was getting louder and sadly he realised that his hand was as cold as the glass. As cold as his own heart. "If you want to sleep we'll talk tomorrow then... Temperance".

Her heart started pounding her chest because she knew that deep inside her she didn´t want to hang up and didn´t want for him to do it either. Why was she trying to push him away? Why tonight that he felt so vulnerable? Why she didn´t want to help him? Because she wasn´t there with him to hold him and kiss him and take all the pain away from his soul.

"Booth" her mind was working fast to find the strength she didn´t have in her heart "Booth..."

"Yes?" his voice was deep and calm unless his feelings were killing him.

"Keep talking. I feel frozen. I need you to keep talking to me. I need this tonight... and you need it too".

"Go to bed Temperance. Go if you're not there right now and let me talk to you while you relax and get warm". He sounded calm and cold, his voice was almost a whisper unless he felt his entire body break.

" That's the problem Booth"

"What's the problem?"

"I can´t feel warm there I just feel colder between my sheets. It's cold everywhere... every place..." tears started falling from her eyes and talked in small sobs " I'm cold like...like my heart is not working... like there's no blood running through my veins. Like I'm already dead" In the moment she said the last word she started crying in despair.

He couldn´t move. No words came to his mind. The sound of her wailing felt unbearable for his ears. The cold in his hand. The pounding in his head. His frozen heart. The shake of his body. The pain of the fall.

His knees hit the floor even when he tried to stay stand. He couldn´t say anything, couldn´t tell her anything. The pain was destroying his chest while suddenly all his muscles started hurting. He rested his head on the wall and held the phone how he could when he started needing air.

The sound of her sobs suddenly stopped when she heard a weird grunt in the other line.

"Booth? Booth?! Talk to me. You still there? Booth?!"

"Bones..." he couldn´t barely breathe unless he tried. He knew what was happening because it happened to him before. A panic attack. The worse of his entire life " shaking.. air.. panic... att..."

"What? Louder" she stood up and began to get dressed as she paid attention to his inaudible words.

"Attack.. panic"

"I'm there in five minutes. I promise. Wait for me".

She run out of her room took the keys and a jacket and run out of her house.

"Don´t... the rain..."

"I have to hang up. Wait for me. Promise me Seely."

"...promis..."


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