'Cause we're young and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
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Chelsey Newman. I am 18 years old and I have a 3 year old daughter. I won't go into details, but I will say that she is the love of my life and I would die over and over for her. She is the most perfect thing in my life.
I had Kaelynn Elise Marie Newman on a dark, stormy night in June and she came out kicking and screaming and full of life and attitude. She let me know from day 1 that she was going to be a handful and she was and is.
She is the sweetest little girl you could ever meet with such a big heart. She is only 3 but she feels for others more than I could and have. She is gentle and kind and loving. She is also stubborn and strong willed and once she has her mind set on something, she will not be deterred. She is my beautiful little girl.
I was first 15 when I had found out I was pregnant. My parents weren't angry. They knew that mistakes happened and they would love me and help me raise the child in any way they could. The father of Kaelynn was not to generous and open about having a child. He had yelled and cursed at me. He told me that it wasn't his and that I was a whore. He told me that I was sleeping around behind his back and that it couldn't be his because he was protected.
I didn't blame him for being angry, I even took the cursing and the yelling in strides because I knew he was upset. But when he started calling me a dirty whore and told me that I was sleeping around, I had enough of him. I told him that he was never going to see his child. He didn't care and that was that. We didn't talk since.
Since I have had Kaelynn, we have moved, me and my family, several times. I haven't complained and I couldn't care less about moving. My parents like change. They like living in different places so it seems like every year we are in a different place. It's not like my parents couldn't afford it.
My father is a general practitioner and a damn good one at that. There always seems to be needs for doctors so we almost always have our choice of where we want to live. My mother is also a doctor, except that she focuses on child psychology and works out of our home, again, easy to find work.
This year, my parents had decided that the west coast was where we were going to go. The west coast to some tiny little town in the middle of nowhere. My dad would open up a clinic, instead of working in a hospital, and my mom would continue to work from home.
It would all work out.
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