A/N: Okay, so this is a new story that I really want to contine with, but I would like feedback on ways to better my story, maybe some ideas although I already have a few. And just how you feel on if I should continue. The stories will be longer I promise. But this is kind of like a prolouge. A small preview if you will. So let me know what you think. Thank you.

Disclaimer: The characters are not my own however the story line is.


I don't date. I don't do relationships. I don't believe it's because I am "undateable" in the sense of the word. I've just never felt the urge to be dating someone. I believe that when you date someone they should make your heart, beat so fast that it feels like it is going to explode. Your stomach should do back flips when that person enters the room, their very presence should make you feel warm inside.

I've never felt that with anyone before. I've never been nervous around a boy because I had some schoolgirl crush on him. Maybe it is just because no boy has yet to catch my interest. I know that Ron would date me. He asked me out once before. I respectfully declined though. Saying that I wished to keep my attention on my studies. Which wasn't a lie. But it wasn't the complete truth either. I just wasn't interested in him like he was in me. Oh but how I wish that I were. I wish that my eyes would just light up and my spirit rise when he walks in the room. But it never does. I've even kissed a boy or two before. But there were no sparks, no fireworks…nothing. Maybe I'm not meant to be with someone. Maybe I really am meant to concentrate only on my studies.

But then there are girls like Ginny. My dearest Ginny. She's beautiful, my best friend for some years now. Her and Harry have been dating for a while now. Even still, after all this time, her eyes still light up whenever that boy walks into the room. They are so happy with each other. I wish that I could feel for someone the way that Ginny does for Harry. But that has yet to happen to me.

I may not have anything as far as my love life goes but at least I have friends. Of course there is Harry and Ron. We've all been there for each other ever since our first year. But then there is Ginny. One of my only friends who is actually a girl. Only because I can't stand when Lavender and Pavarti gossip all the time. Thankfully Ginny isn't like that. She's more down to earth and relaxed about everything. We stay up late at night talking about anything and everything that comes to our minds. We can talk for hours on end every night and still not run out of things to say. We talked about boys one night. Her voice was so dreamy when she talked of Harry. How I love her voice. So angelic. She asked me why I wouldn't date Ron. I told her the same thing that I told him. However, unlike her brother she knew that, that wasn't the only reason. So she pressed me further until I finally told her that I wasn't interested in him, that I wasn't interested in any boy right now.

She just laughed lightly and told me that maybe I wasn't interested in any boy because I fancied girls. I knew that she was only joking. But as she continued to laugh about it, I thought to myself…maybe that was my problem. Maybe I really do fancy girls.