Ok, so this is my first fanfic. The first chapter takes place in Bad Medicine. Dont get me wrong, I'm a HUGE Ziley fan, but somthing about Sav and Riley just feels right to me. I try to stick with the original canon, but I use the butterfly effect for my stories, so after some time, Degrassi will start to change as a whole. In this story, Riley never used steroids, and never hooked up with Nathan. Obviously, if I owned Degrassi, it would be a very different place, so no, I have nothing to do with the show. ENJOY.
Chapter 1
Savs POV
I hadn't ever really felt an attraction to guys before.I mean, sure I might of had a little crush on Peter for a while, but Riley... Damn. When he transfered to Degrassi, I just drouled over him. He was sweet, sexy, and cool.
I found out that Riley had went on a date with Anya through Peter. He didn't mean to tell me, but let it slip on accident.
I sat in seventh period English thinking, "Why? Why would he choose her? Why can't it be me?"
I shook my head. I had been living in fantasy land ever since I broke up with Anya. I was sick of only even talking to Riley in my dreams. I wouldn't sit by and keep it a fantasy. I couldn't bear it for much longer.
I started to think of how I could get him to do it. Every teenager was bi-curious, sience could prove that much. Riley, however, he was so masculine. Even if he shot me down, I couldn't go on until I at least tried.
Rileys POV
After my picnic with Anya turned into an awkward disaster, I was running out of options. I had to find someone to love. I had to find a girl. I spent so long convicing myself that's what I wanted, but I still doubted myself, all of the time.
I decided to talk to Peter about it. As the final bell rang, I made my way to the front door, and saw him walking out. I caught up to him.
"Sup, Peter." I said, nodding my head slightly
"Hey Riley." He responded.
"So listen man" I said a little quieter "I think that I can get rid of my... Confusion, if I just find the right girl, but... I haven't had much luck with girls latley... Any advice?"
He groaned. "Look, I'm tired of just standing around watching you hide. If you keep on going for girls, you'll just end up unhappy." He said sternly. "Dude, just try to be with a guy for once. Even if you do think you're straight, its not like you'll start to melt."
I sighed, and looked down. He had really gotten to me now. Normaly if he said somthing like this, I would have just stomped away. Now, his words were so true, they hurt.
He patted my back. "You'll make it through this man." He promised. "Just go with what feels right."
My mind was so messed up right now, I couldn't tell right from wrong if I tried.
"I need to be alone." I said quietly, before walking away from him. It sounded so simple, when he said it, but being with a girl...I just couldn't fully beleive thats what I wanted.
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