This story is about choices bella makes in her life, most are bad. Its about how she deals with them and what happens to her when every thing goes bad.

disclaimer: i do not own twilight or any characters mentioned in this story.

Preface

The sound of the phone dosent wake me any more, the beeping at the side of my head dosent do it either, the warm hand clinging to my cold one doesnt feel the response it wants to. The people around me dont know me or care for me personally, they only want their paycheck at the end of the week. The women by the door thinks she knows my face, she may be the one i stole the purse from 3 thursdays before, she may be the one that threw a coin in to my cup as i sat near the coffee shop just 4 days ago. Who ever she was, she now thinks she's saved my life. Who asked her if i needed or wanted saving, i cant remember doing it. I cant remember much ov the last two years but i know i would remember that.

Im here today because ov a choice i made when i thought it would help me, im here today because my father and mother thought it was best for me to be an adult and live alone, im here today because my story never went the way i planned.

I may or may not be alive tomorow, whos to know when the choices you make are as bad as mine.

This is my first story so if u like what you see please review and i will keep writing, sorry for any mastakes you may see, review and i will change them

thanks for reading

lilbear :*