Ok this is a very short oneshot that I wrote at 4 in the morning! lol, and it takes place right after SISOSIG (season 1 finale). It's from Sadie's POV and it takes place in Europe with Sadie and Tommy.
NOTE: I am not a Sommy fan I am a Jommy fan but I thought of an idea so I just decided to write it!
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star or Rachael Yamagata's song "Worn me down"
Sadie's pov
Yea, I know how you feel about her. I noticed it all, those glances you seem to steal every now and then when you think that no one is looking. And lets not forget those hugs that you two seem to think are so innocent. And now that she is away on tour and you two are away from eacother you seem even more depressed than ever.
Gone, she's gone
How do you feel about it
That's what I thought
You're real torn up about it
You know its really not right to lead me on like this, to use me as a rebound just because she is to young. Sooner or later I won't be able to take this anymore, I won't be able to be with you. Because I know that sooner or later you will wind up breaking up with me because of her. So I might as well beat ya too it right?
you've worn me down too my knees
The whole time we were here (37 days and counting) all you did was say "Oh I am going for a walk to clear my head", or when I would talk to you about the sights of Europe you wold just nod your head occasionally. And that's when I knew that you werent going for a walk to clear your head, but you were going to think about her. And that you werent listening to me rant about Europe or the latest sales, but you were thinking about her.
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
When I would accuse you of wanting to be with my her rather than me you would defend yourself with the simplest explanation, "You're overreacting".
And you're wrong, you're wrong
I'm not overreacting
Something is off
You know everybody thinks that I am just going out with you because you are a poster on my wall and that I used to be obsessed with you when you were in Boyzattack! but that's not true. But do you know what the sad part is? I really think that you agree with everyone else, that you think I am just dating you because I am obsessed. But maybe you wouldn't think that if you just got you're damn mind off of her, and actually realize that I do love you. But you don't love me back.
And I, oh, I feel that word for you
but you've worn me down
You know I did everything to get you to go out with me, and you finally did. You even went all the way to Europe with me. But you're really not here with me mentally, just physically.
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
What do I do wrong? Huh? Because I know alot of guys who would kill to go out with me! Is it because she gets you more than I do? Is it because she is more talented than me? Is it becuase she is prettier than me? Is it because that you guys have a connection that we don't? Or is it all of the above?
She's so pretty; she's so damn right I roll over in the king sized bed to find you still not back at the hotel. Your're probably out at a bar, or walking and talking to her on your cell phone. I even caught you talking to her on the phone on the balcony of the hotel and you were laughing, something that we never do, we never even talk! Sometimes your'e even on the phone with her for hours and hours into the night, talking about her last show or how much you miss eachother. It's sad that I'll never be the one you love, but hey, at least I can say that the first person that I ever loved was Tom Quicy.
But I'm so tired of thinking
About her tonight
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told to me to do
But you, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
End
I hope you loved it! Please review, and if anybody wants me too continue with this to make it a ff I will. But that is if I get enough reviews! lol, anyways please Review!
Amy
