Finding a place to relax
Always trying to get free
Nothing in my life
Except for pain and misery
I've stopped looking for my answers
There is nothing to surprise me anymore
To think of what once was
And never will be any more
Trying to stay alive
May be if I live long enough I'll survive
Trying to drown out this pain
That's making me go insane
Come tell me I don't deserve to live
And I'd tell you to fuck off
Don't listen to the "A" crowd
Don't give a damn about being different
This is my life
And I'd be damned
If I ever took my cue from you
So back off
Let your hair down
You don't always have to look like a clown
Thinking is a vital key
That's what brings all my misery
Thinking of what could be but never really was
Thinking I had a chance . . .
I don't dare really care
For I know that road all to well
As I once also knew hope
But my life has died
And I have lied
But that's so fun to note
I am not like I ever was -- never to be again
Sitting in my chair
Thinking everything's the same
Waiting for my life to end
Waiting for the day to come
When I will leave the hell I'm in never to return
Thinking is too hard for me
I think I shall never really see
Goodbye to one and all
Goodbye to those who care
Goodbye my life it was never really fair
Always trying to get free
Nothing in my life
Except for pain and misery
I've stopped looking for my answers
There is nothing to surprise me anymore
To think of what once was
And never will be any more
Trying to stay alive
May be if I live long enough I'll survive
Trying to drown out this pain
That's making me go insane
Come tell me I don't deserve to live
And I'd tell you to fuck off
Don't listen to the "A" crowd
Don't give a damn about being different
This is my life
And I'd be damned
If I ever took my cue from you
So back off
Let your hair down
You don't always have to look like a clown
Thinking is a vital key
That's what brings all my misery
Thinking of what could be but never really was
Thinking I had a chance . . .
I don't dare really care
For I know that road all to well
As I once also knew hope
But my life has died
And I have lied
But that's so fun to note
I am not like I ever was -- never to be again
Sitting in my chair
Thinking everything's the same
Waiting for my life to end
Waiting for the day to come
When I will leave the hell I'm in never to return
Thinking is too hard for me
I think I shall never really see
Goodbye to one and all
Goodbye to those who care
Goodbye my life it was never really fair
