Why do I not get more screen time! Seriously I'm supposed to be the main heroine so why is it that that as soon as the others girls pop by I start losing screen time. First it was Cecilia trying to steal Ichika from me and then it was Rin. Charlotte almost had us fooled and I swear Laura is going to kidnap Ichika for secret experiments in Germany as soon as she gets the chance. I'm the main heroine yet my screen time begins to plunge almost constantly from the third episode on. Not only that but I'm his first childhood friend that makes me the primary love interest doesn't it? Sure Rin knew him more recently but I've known Ichika for far longer.

It's not like I'm not suited for him though, I'm a similar height and from the same culture and I know all his interests. Sure charlotte may have bigger breast than me but I beat everyone else with ought a second glance. So what is it with this fan base for charlotte, she's far shorter than him and if it wasn't for her breasts she would look like a guy! The same is said for Rin and Laura, do people have a thing for flat chested non emotional military nut's and chow Mein infused twin tails now!?

Also what is with people going for the sister pairing? Seriously people she's his sister, without their parents she basically raised him on her own, so she's more like a sister and a mother, and people still go for this? Ewe.

And what id with the unfair IS Sponsorship here! Every single one of them is a freaking national pilot so not only do they have IS's of their own but they are well known. All I have going for me for the longest is that I'm Tabane's little sister! Why did it take her almost ten episodes to finally make her sister a IS! I would've been quite happy with a third gen if I had it sooner, it's like everyone has an advantage over me by default. Even Ichika gets an IS all his own and he gets it in the second freaking episode!

Sniff. What's with all this unfair fan service as well? I'm seen like maybe once without most of my clothes on, err not that I want to be, I mean I do but only by Ichika. Charlotte gets seen with nothing on and even gets to change with him a few times; she even gets in a private bath with him! Laura climbs into his bed nude and Cecilia has her bikini slip or get stolen as soon as his presence is realized. And what's with the unfair swimsuit fan service too! They all get seen quite a bit and I don't even get seen in my swimsuit until the very end, what is up with that.

It's just that it's so unfair. I'm supposed to be the main heroine, I want Ichika to be mine yes but I'll settle for some more screen time first, even a bit of backstory for me would be nice too.

Ichika is too dim can someone please tell him I want some attention too? Please? Please?! Oh come on please I'm not desperate please believe me, I just want some more backstory and screen time!

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