How ya doin' bros, sis' and everynyan? Yeah, that's right! I'm back! After more than a year, I'm finally back! I know, you all missed me so much….or not!
Soooo, I'm rewriting my old story 'Lunar Star' here and this time I'm also continuing it!
I deleted the old story and I start the story new with this!
(I hope what I say now is for real -_-')
This time the story will be written better, the story itself will flow better and I'm not gonna be a total jerk/perv or whatever!
Ok, only one thing to say anymore
Like I said before, I'm back after more than a year. At that time I started readin' fanfiction and since then my English got better. And I hope that much readin' helped me to write better myself.
Now, read, review and enjoy!
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Every time I try to remember my past, I always see the same.
No, I don't see my memories; I'm swallowed by them.
Every time, the darkness swallows me. I'm falling but I don't land. The fall is tearing me apart but I never feel the ground. Even if I want to, I won't. Even if I wish that I would just crash to the ground so I'm freed from my pain in just a split second, I'm still falling.
At first I cry my soul out and I try to escape from this hell. But after some time I just give up.
I'm letting the pain tear me apart. I'm letting the darkness swallow my whole body.
I'm waiting for just one moment.
Before I'm completely torn apart and swallowed, I notice a faint light.
Not a light that somebody sees just before he dies.
No. This light is dirty. This light is dark. This light steals my soul and my life.
But still, I'm way too attached to it. It is my only way out of here and I know that. So I'm allowing it to suck my life out.
The pain increases. My breath is knocked out of me. My consciousness fades.
But every time, just before I'm completely swallowed, I see these two shapes in the dirty and dark light.
I can't really recognize what they are but they still seem so familiar.
And then I shoot my eyes open and gasp for air. My whole body trembles. I can't control my body for some while, so I always just lay there until I'm able to move again.
It's always the same. Before my life is taken from me by my own memories, I wake up.
Either in a street or in a park. My only friend, the one who was always at my side, stares down at me.
He also gives me the same expression every time. No hint of emotion in his eyes. He's not worried about me, neither is he happy that I woke up.
The first time I had this experience I was scared. But after many times, I got used to it.
Not that you could get used to something like that. I knew better and I let the pain tear me apart and the darkness swallow me at the very beginning.
But that still didn't help much. I couldn't really endure this anymore, so I shut almost all my memories out.
The only things that I didn't shut out were my only friend, my personality and skills and my own name.
I only live with that. Every painful and bad memory is sealed away. But that also means my good times are shut away.
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Not that there were any happy moments in my life.
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Finished! The prologue is finished! YAY~~~~
A bit (or much) angst in here but this will be very important later in the story.
P.S: I forgot to tell ya that the story-line itself has also change (or I will change it…)
P.P.S.: If you want to write something angsty/emotional/ or sad listen to 'Life is Beautiful' by 'Sixx A.M.' It's soooo awesome and has so many meanings and emotions in it! TTwTT
Hope ya liked it!
