CSI: Crime Scene Investigation:
Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know)
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
No. As long as I don't go outside, don't get out of bed, don't wake up,
I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink,
She is still here.
I really couldn't care less what you think,
As long as I stay right here, with my eyes closed, for the rest of my life,
Now I don't have to listen now,
She's still alive.
Live this day down,
Gilbert Grissom had shut himself off from the world completely.
If I can't feel a thing.
He had unplugged and shut off all his phones,
You might as well say your goodbyes,
Shoved his laptop in his desk drawer and locked it in,
We can give this train wreck one last ride,
Shut all of his windows,
I'm gonna have to listen now,
Unplugged his TV,
Live this day down,
And had not gotten his mail.
If I don't make things right,
He didn't want to,
I'll tell you one last time,
He didn't see the need to,
I don't wanna know it's over,
Sara was gone.
So save your goodbye kiss,
It was true.
I don't wanna know it's over,
He had tried to deny it, but his mind wouldn't let him forget.
Cause ignorance it bliss,
He remembered, every night he was crazy enough to go to sleep.
I can hardly see,
He remembered that horrible night when they found her dead.
What's in front of me,
She was cold, lifeless, under a car.
Because the vodka's running on empty,
Sara. His Sara.
I can't stay sober,
He remembered it all too clearly.
If it's over.
They had finally found the car in the Nevada desert,
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know,
Catherine, Nick, Grissom, Greg, and Warrick drove there.
So save your goodbye kiss,
He remembered the rain, the mud,
I don't wanna know, Idon't wanna know,I don't wanna know,
He remembered running up to the car and grasping the hand that was sticking out from under it,
I woke up with my heartbeat in my head,
"Sara? Sara? Can you hear me?"
I reached for the bottle by the bed,
No response.
I saw your side was not slept in,
"SARA?!?"
Cold sheets again,
No response.
Reminds me of what you said,
Grissom pounded the mud with the hand that wasn't holding Sara's,
We need to take a break for a while,
He wailed and wailed, calling her name,
It's been so long since I've smiled,
To her, wherever she was.
I don't wanna listen now,
The rest of the CSI's just stood there, watching him. Tears spilling from their eyes as if from a waterfall.
Live this day down,
Catherine was the first to go up to him, she put a reassuring hand on his shoulder. Grissom had collapsed onto the mud,
With you so drunk and high,
Still holding Sara's hand. "Come one Gil, let's get you out of here."
So I'll say goodbye,
"No. I'm not going, if I go, she'll think I left her."
I don't wanna know it's over,
"Gil you're not leaving her." said Catherine, "The coroner's just have to take away her body that's all."
So save your goodbye kiss,
"NO! NO THEY'RE NOT CUTTING HER UP, I KNOW HOW SHE DIED, NATALIE KILLED HER! BUT NO THEY'RE NOT TOUCHING HER, NOT CUTTING HER OPEN, NO STICKING NEEDLES IN HER TO GET BLOOD SAMPLES OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, I WON'T LET YOU!" screamed Grissom.
I don't wanna know it's over,
He started sobbing Uncontrollably. They weren't going to do anything to her, she isn't dead. She just isn't. He could feel it,
Cause ignorance is bliss,
No one that beautiful, vibrant, intelligent, could die.
I can hardly see,
Could they?
What's in front of me,
No. It wasn't possible.
Cause the vodka's running on empty,
He wasn't going to let go of her hand, never.
I can't stay sober,
Because if he did, she would really be gone.
If it's over.
After hours in the rain, Catherine finally got Grissom to let go of Sara's hand. But only if she told the coroner's not to preform an autopsy.
I don't wanna know it's over,
Catherine managed to get Grissom in the truck,
So save your goodbye kiss,
Drive him home,
I don't wanna know it's over,
And put him into his bed.
Cause ignorance is bliss,
The next day, he unplugged and shut off everything that made him connect with the outside world.
Now I know I can't stay sober,
Because the world was a cold, cruel place.
Cause you left me here like this,
Who felt the need to take Sara from him.
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
Before he was seeing Sara, he never did connect with the outside world,
So save your goodbye kiss,
And he never felt pain, sadness, or anything that made him hurt emotionally.
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
I don't wanna know,
Come to think of it, he had never experienced happiness, joy, or love, either.
Cause ignorance is bliss,
Sara was a blessing sent to him,
I can hardly see,
And even though someone took her away, he still got to have her. And he will never forget her.
What's in front of me,
But still,
Cause the vodka's running on empty,
Someone felt the need to take away the only person he loved.
I can't stay sober,
The only person he cared about.
If it's over,
Now he's just left with pain,
If it's over,
An all consuming pain.
I don't wanna know,
A pain that blurs his eyes,
If it's over,
And makes his stomach tight,
If it's over,
A pain that he now knows can only come from losing someone you love, a pain he is convinced is never going to go away.
I don't wanna know.
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