A/N: I almost never venture into the Saga area, but this popped into my head one day and wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it. (mutters angrily about my muse). It was my second fic, so if it sucks...sorry.

Disclaimer: None of this is mine. Everything belongs to The Man, Mr. George Lucas himself.


What does it all mean?

Despite all of my denials, I really did respect and liked Han as more than a friend. I didn't realize that he was able to pick up on my infatuation because he liked me as well.

For all of Han's japes, I knew that he respected me because of my undying devotion to the Rebellion. I never really thought he could like me though.

What if he didn't? What if he was just caught up in the moment? He can't possibly like me. He would like girls more similar to him: pirates, lawbreakers, people who could take care of themselves…

But…I'm a lawbreaker. And I can handle a blaster pretty well. I'm strong too, especially since I can't let my people down.

I've had beaus in the past, but I could tell that most of them only wanted to be with me because I was a princess with a powerful stand in the government. The ends of those nights were met with chaste kisses that meant nothing. Despite all the rumors, I didn't become a leader because of my standing of a Princess, nor because I used any immoral or unfair means to get there. It was all because of my talent. Yet, I know what the pilots talk about in the mess hall. Han is…experienced.

Gods, why am I thinking about Han like this?

So how could he like me? I have no clue. But that kiss he gave me was breathtaking. I have never been kissed with so much passion before. And I kissed him back! His lips her so soft and inviting, how could I not?

I wish 3PO didn't interrupt. I wish we had stopped on our own terms. Maybe then it wouldn't have been an awkward retreat and I wouldn't be so confused.

He obviously likes me, but how much? What would he do if I kissed him again?

Maybe he won't mind if I talk to him while he's fixing the Falcon. After all, it's not like this cave holds much danger to us.

Wait…what was that thing that just flew past? What the-

"Ahhh!" I screamed when the thing (why did it look so familiar?) attached itself to the fiberglass. So I ran to tell Han that there's something outside.