Chapter 1- the end of my life…lying in my hands….
Why
must I be in so much pain
Do you enjoy the sight of my blood
on
your hands, on your body
Soon I will be nothing but ash and dust
I
wonder then will the pain cease
or will my torment be eternal
Why
don't you kill me quickly
Cut me in to so many pieces its
impossible to see
Why do you not put me out of my misery
Why
world why
~Edward Cullen…
EPOV-
~flashback to this morning~
I pulled into Bella's house, honked the horn. It was a beautiful day, and I decided today was the day I was going to propose to her. Bella's came running out of the house, and I quickly hid the velvet black box I had in my hand and put it in my pocket. She entered the car and I gave her a kiss. We were both left breathless and staring into each others eyes.
"Good morning to you to!" she said giggling.
"today is a special day!" I said, as I took her hand and kissed the back of it.
" yes, it's pretty, but there's nothing different from yesterday." She said smiling. "even though I have a theory that you're getting sexier every day…" se sad kissing me on the cheek.
"oh phhssst." I said shaking my head and laughing, "it is you who is more beautiful!" I said, as I started the car again.
"time for school, oh goody. Oh, bella, this afternoon, I have to go back to my house for a couple of minutes but don't worry I'll be back before you know it!" I said stroking her cheek.
"aw, ok…" se said frowning a bit.
"ugh, we're here." I said, damning my fast driving.
-later that afternoon-
BPOV-
I walked out of the school to my car, and found a note on my seat.
It read:
Dearest Bella,
As I told you this morning, I have to be at my house for a couple of minutes to get something. Love you so much! I'll be back at your house soon!
-edward.
Oh well, he'll be back soon! I told myself. I turned the keys and started the engine and drove at a sluggish pace back to my house. I sat on the sofa reading a badly treated copy of Wuthering heights. I got bored after an hour and decided to surprise Edward and drive over to his house.
I got my coat, put on my uggs and walked out the door. I got in my car and started my journey.
APOV- (alice)
I was skipping through the mall when I stopped dead in my tracks and dropped my bags. I could hear Rosalie calling my name, and dragging me over to a bench along with our shopping.
"what's wrong Alice?"
"we have to get to Bella!" I half screamed. Rosalie grabbed all of the bags(which we had atleast 50 of them) and we ran as humanly normally possible. (don't wantto freak out the humans).
EPOV-
I got home, an started practicing in the mirror on what I was going to say to Bella. I had spent atleast an hour on that when I grabbed my mother's ring and it's velvet box and started to go out of my room when I got a frantic call from Alice and Rosalie…
"whats wrong alice…"
"It's Bella! She's going to die! hurry!"
"WHAT!?"
I hung up the phone infuriated. I put the ring in my pocket and slammed my foot on the gas.
BPOV-
I was at one of the intersections when the light turned green and I put my foot on the pedal. I saw something coming from my right and slammed my foot on the brakes. There was a 16 wheel Mac tuck coming towards me at an ungodly speed. I screamed and tried to open the door, forgetting that I locked it. The truck sideswiped me. The last thing though my mind was Edward and I. Our kiss this morning.
EPOV-
I came to the intersection when I saw it…I was too late… I felt completely empty. My life was now meaningless. I sat here watching the smoke and fire raise from the truck. And bella's truck completely broken into pieces… with the windshield broken, and Bella…bloody and helpless on the ground…blood everywhere…bright crimson…
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