Waah, finally I made my first fanfic. Although it was really difficult, I satisfied with my first try. I know that there will be a lot of grammatical errors in this fanfic because English is not my first language, so please understand it. But if you want to criticize this story, your review is really appreciated! And also, this story is manga based. Because I haven't seen the whole episode of fmws anime, so I couldn't write it yet. Okay, please enjoy the story and tell me what you think after that.

Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmoon wo Sagashite nor it's character.

LOST

Chapter 1 ~ Lost ~

I woke up in the morning after last night I couldn't sleep at all. It was very hard to close my eyes. Yesterday incident spun in my head. Every time I tried to go sleep, his face appeared in my mind. And it always ended with my eyes was teary again. Even now I still could feel my dried tears in the corners of my eyes. My head was in pain. My body got nausea, and my hair was really messy. I couldn't go out with this condition. People would think that I'm a zombie or other lunatic creature.

Someone knocked my door. I wanted to tell her that she could come in. But my throat was sore, I couldn't even say something. My throat was burning.

"Good morning, Mitsuki, what do you feel?" I looked at the one whom entered my room. It was Ooshige-san.

I smiled to her. I didn't want to make her worry about me. Because I couldn't say anything, I just nodded my head to tell her that I was okay. She smiled back at me, then she said, "Keiichi is here, do you want him to check your body, dear?" she caressed my hair, tried to fix it.

"No, I think I don't need it, Ooshige-san. I'm fine!" I said.

"Really? I doubt it, dear! Look at your face, it's really pale. Also, your eyes are red. Are you sure that you're really okay?" she asked me again.

"Yes, I'm really sure, Ooshige-san!" I faked a smile again. And finally she stopped asked me about my condition.

"Okay, if you feel that great! But can you explain to me what happened last night, Mitsuki? I deadly worried when you suddenly fainted! Did something happen to you?" she asked me. Her worry face appeared again.

As she asked me that question, I remembered last night incident again. And it made my headache got worse. I held my head, tried to weaken its pain. It felt very bad. Realize that, Ooshige-san put her hand on my shoulder.

"Are you okay, Mitsuki? Is your head hurt?" she asked me in a worry tone.

Suddenly my tears overflowed again. I couldn't handle it anymore. It was too sad to face the truth that he was gone now. I didn't say anything to him, said that I love him, really love him. And it wouldn't be happen. I would never see him. He was gone now. Even it was only a couple of hours after I knew that he was gone, my heart called for him. And it made my body's condition got worse. Every part of my body was in pain. I was sick now. And he was the only one who can heal me.

I cried even harder. And I put my head in Ooshige-san's lap. Then she caressed my hair, tried to calm me down. But it couldn't help. My sadness was too deep. I missed him so much. I wanted to see his face right now.

Can you see it? Every time I cry for you. Where did you go? Why did you go away without say something to me? I really miss you. Please come back, Takuto.

----- Flashback -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

It was a very great concert. All the audiences were satisfied with it. The stage was great. The dancers were talented. The music was beautiful. And Fullmoon was very awesome. She was very pretty that night. Her white dress even made her more beautiful. Moreover her voice, it was really angelic. Everyone who heard it would feel its pureness. But now the concert was over. Everyone was very busy to clean up the stage and the hall right now. Meanwhile, Mitsuki ran towards the backstage in hurry. She looked very excited. She wanted to meet her shinigami friends and shared her happiness with them, especially with the cat-eared shinigami boy.

But when she got there, she felt something was wrong between them. The dog-eared shinigami hugged the rabbit-eared one. Mitsuki noticed her as Meroko, although her clothes were ripped everywhere. But the strange thing was the fact that she was crying. And also the cat-eared shinigami wasn't there. Izumi noticed her presence. He looked at her, and so did her.

"Izumi?" she looked at Meroko, "What happened to Meroko? Is she in pain?" she asked him hesitantly.

Izumi just looked at his friend, and shook his head.

"Then wha-what happened to her?" she got near to Meroko, "Are you okay, Meroko? Where's Takuto then?" her cracked voice appeared. She afraid the worse thing has happened to her forest friends.

Meroko just shook her head and cried even harder.

"What do you mean with that? Where's he, Meroko? Where's Takuto?" Mitsuki shook Meroko's shoulder right now. But Meroko just sobbed.

"He's gone!" Izumi grabbed Mitsuki's hand, tried to stop her action.

"What!?" she screamed, "Wha-what do you mean!?"

"Can't you understand my words!? He's dead, vanished, faded away, or whatever you call it, he's gone now, Mitsuki! And we'll never see him anymore!" Izumi shouted at her.

She didn't believe at Izumi's words just a moment ago, "Haha, it's not funny, Izumi!"

"Do you think that it was a joke!? I'm serious, Mitsuki!" Izumi shouted even louder at her, "Takuto was vanished, because he lost his power and remembered his past days! Do you think that it's nonsense?!"

"Of course I do! Look at me now, I'm still being Fullmoon! If Takuto was vanished, I would be back to my normal form, but I'm okay now! How come Takuto is gone!? It's ridiculous!" Mitsuki shouted at him back, even she felt her tears were uncontrolled.

"It's true, Mitsuki!" Meroko told her, she still sobbed.

"Meroko?"

Meroko tried to hold her tears, "It's true! Takuto is gone"

"No! Please tell me that it's a lie!" cried her.

Meroko just shook her head and came near to hugged Mitsuki, "I'm sorry"

"Don't say sorry to me, I believe that he is somewhere right now. I think that we must search for him soon!" Mitsuki broke Meroko's hug. Then she walked outside, looked at the sky and trees around the building, hoped that Takuto was sitting on them.

"Where are you going?" Izumi grabbed Mitsuki's wrist.

"Follow me, I'll search for Takuto!" Mitsuki told him calmly.

"Search for him where?"

"Everywhere"

"Don't be silly, Mitsuki! He was faded away, you won't find him!"

"I believe that I can find him, and bring he home-" her words was cut when Meroko ran to her and hugged her tight.

"Please back to your sense, Mitsuki! We told you the truth. Takuto's gone now. I know that you can't believe it, so do I. But please, try to stand with it. We can pass it together. Izumi and I will always be with you, I promise!" Meroko explained the situation to her calmly, still hugged her tight and cried silently.

Mitsuki's cry broke out in a second. She couldn't hold it anymore. She was really sad. It felt like the whole world would become very miserable from now on. It was really great before. Everything was going better day by day. But it would turn into the worse one soon. She cried uncontrolled. She let it out in Meroko's arms. And Meroko just caressed her back, tried to calm her down although she was going to cry again right now. Izumi looked at them in a quite long distance. He didn't want to bother them, because he knew that he can't do anything now. He didn't have a sensitive side like Meroko did.

But suddenly Mitsuki felt something was wrong in her head. Her vision was blurring, and then he fainted in Meroko's arms. Meroko was really panicked and tried to wake Mitsuki up by called her name continuously. Izumi ran towards them and helped Meroko to bring Mitsuki. They laid her down in a sofa and called the staff by turned into human.

----- End of Flashback --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

She opened her eyes then looked at a clock beside her bed. It was eleven am in the afternoon. She could felt the sunlight became pretty hot for her skin. She tried to wake up and walked towards the window to pull its curtain. But it was still difficult for her body. She was still weak. She could feel her whole body was in pain.

"Have you waked up, Mitsuki?" a voice came from her back. She tried to notice who it was, but her vision was still blur.

"Meroko?" she mumbled the person's name.

"Yes?" suddenly Meroko held Mitsuki's hand, "You fainted again, Ooshige-san and Wakaouji-sensei were really panic."

"Where am I?"

"Ooshige-san's apartment"

"Where's Obaa-san? Is she here right now?"

"No, she has gone a moment ago."

"Ooh…" Mitsuki only mumbled to it.

"Do you miss Fuzuki? I'll call her if you want to"

"No, thanks Meroko, I just want you right here with me" Mitsuki held Meroko's hand.

Meroko smiled at her, "Okay, if you want to"

There was silent between them. Meroko just held Mitsuki's hand while Mitsuki looked outside the window. Then suddenly she noticed something and wanted to prove it with her own two eyes.

"Do you have a mirror, Meroko?" she asked her.

"Of course I have! Mirror is a very important thing for girls!" she answered, handed her a pink mirror, "Here!"

Mitsuki looked at the mirror. It reflected her face. But it was not Fullmoon's face which appeared last night. It was her normal face, Kouyama Mitsuki's. She looked at her hand. It was a real thirteen years old child's hand.

"So I was back to my normal form? Kouyama Mitsuki?" she said something to Meroko, while looked at her reflection in the mirror.

"Yes" Meroko answered sadly.

"So Takuto's power isn't take its effect in my body anymore?" asked her again.

"Yes" she answered simply.

"So Takuto was faded away?"

"I'm afraid yes" Meroko said hesitantly.

Mitsuki blew her breath out. Tried to calm herself down.

"How could it be?" She asked Meroko again.

Meroko was in silent for a while, then she answered, "He lost his power, and remembered his lost memory-"

"Was it because of me?"

Meroko was very startled by Mitsuki's words, "No! Of course not! We did the fight with Sheldan was because we wanted it to! It wasn't your fault, Mitsuki! Please don't punish yourself because of it!" Meroko held her hand even tighter. Her face became pale again.

Mitsuki smiled at her dear friend. Really thanked God for sent a kind-hearted friend like her, "Thank you, Meroko!" she smiled again.


"Is it my turn now?" a young nurse asked the doctor.

"Yes, please check him well! Got it?" the doctor caressed her shoulder and went outside the room.

"Okay, Sir!" she muttered. Then she walked to one of the patient room which had number 105. She silently went in, didn't want to wake the patient up. But actually it didn't need, because he was in coma right now.

"I'm a new nurse here, and I'll check your health from now on, so please treat me well!" she said in hesitant tone, while bowed to the patient who slept on the bed.

She got near the patient; then held his wrist; "First I will check your heartbeat, so please breathe regularly!" she smiled at him, although she knew that he couldn't see her at all.

"Wow, your health is going better day by day, Sir! Please keep it up!" she said cheerily at him, "Okay, now I'll give you a shot, please wait for a while!" she turned around then prepared all the equipment she needed for the shot.

While the nurse was busy with her syringe, the patient unexpectedly started to move his fingers. At first in only a small movement, but not long after that he started to open his eyes. He still startled at how shiny it was; because it was almost three years after his long sleep. He looked around the room; it felt really unfamiliar for him.

"Okay, the syringe is ready now, it won't be hurt, so-" the nurse's words were cut when she saw that the patient looked at her now. His deep blue eyes tried to recognize her.

The nurse was very surprised with the progress in him. Then she ran outside the room in hurry, while shouted the doctor's name continuously. As the nurse went out, he just looked at her in confuse. He didn't understand what was going on around him.

Not long after the nurse ran out of the room, she was back with someone behind her. It was a man. He wore a long white coat which made him shinier for his eyes. Then the doctor got near to him and suddenly a smile plastered on his face.

"It's been three years since you opened your eyes for the last time. Welcome back, Kira Takuto-san!" he greeted him in glad.

Okay, that's the end of the first chapter! It's quite long, isn't it? Hope you like it! So, what do you think? Is it bad or a good one? Please review to let me know what you think about my story! Thank you for reading! ^_^