Sorrow Love

"Sorrow love through this night

I'll take this piece of you

And hold for the eternity"

I read what the fortune teller wrote for me when I headed out from her tent. She said that this note will means something very important to me sooner or later in the future… Which I didn't even understand what did she meant. Oh my… I shouldn't even waste my precious money to these kind of useless thing in the first place. Well I guess it can't be helped. I want to see if my future will be at least at an average level when I'm going to abandon my father. My mother abandoned me when I was 10 due to my father with his debts of drinking and that he keeps hitting her. After my mom left, he came home more then 204 times drunk or with different women every time. So I decided on my 17th year to abandon my father too. Since he never loved me or took care of me in these past years. He ignored me and even act like I'm invisible. He never gave me money to buy things that necessary like clothing or food for me since my mom left. In the first month that my mom left, my dad mistreats me, a lot. He even hit me or yells at me till now. I decided that during the summer I reached my 17th birthday, I will abandon him. Right now I'm already 17, my birthday is 31th May. Summer is already over. And I have graduated from my high school. It's predictable that I end up with 17 year old high school since I'm the top student, not even in my class but in my whole big school. My school offered me scholarship. But I didn't accept it. Because then my plans of abandoning my dad will vanish. I just left my dad a couple days ago. Of course I can't stand it, you can call me stupid or so but this is me, I left him with $500 and I wrote a letter saying my last goodbye but I didn't say where I was or so but I said to him do not try to find me. I made enough money to reach a ticket to England. Far enough from San Francisco, where my hometown was. I found an old ragged house that I bought for £75000. I know it's cheap, but of course this house is nothing near the city. It's somewhere near a village, not inside a village. But of course I would attend to a university in the city, a popular one too. Ever since I was little, I want to become a doctor that helps patient. I found a school in the city (that's very far from were I live) that accepted me without me paying high tuition fee due to I gave him all my report card and all of them are all +A. He was very surprised so he did hesitate when making decision and he even read all those comment below on my every report card. All of them were positive so I couldn't care less.

Today, I found a job that I could work during summer straight 3 months. The job was to be a secretary of the chairman of the company "Kyoul". It's a company that makes popular high class cars. Well I didn't know why on earth he chose me in all of those millions people! And yet he pays me very highly per month which is £3500. Man, I'm getting rich! $.$

3 months passed and school starts… Today… I even got to wake up 4 am to prepare… I rode my bike to school which cost 2 hours to arrive.

Yes, I quit my secretary job and I got another job that was selling newspaper and soft drink. Yes, a convenience store.

The school was huge, I mean it, HUGE. My class is C1-3. I entered my class and everyone was staring at me. No surprise I tell you, no surprise. This isn't the first time nor the second time. They were staring at me because of I look like a nerd. I don't get why but this happened during the first day of elementary school AND high school and now University. My vision isn't poor. My dioptre is only -50. My only reason why I do wear glasses is that I have this baby-face. Believe it or not, I look very young without glasses and I don't like love-relationship. So I don't want to attract boys. I already experienced it, I mean love. Look what happened with my parents. My mom was a musician when she meets my dad. My dad was someone who builds houses. My mom met him during one of her concerts. My parents then started to date. They laugh and smile everyday happily until my mom finds out she had me. The two of them got married and had me. Their relationship with each was still great. Until I reached my 8th birthday, my dad got all drunk on a night and started a fight with my mom. My mom had enough of his hitting and drinking when I was ten. So she left us… In my heart I never thought or think twice about if my mom ever loved me. I won't… If she does, why in the first place she had abandoned me? If she wants to leave dad, why not take me with her? She could have… But she didn't… I was her daughter, and her only first daughter. Because of this I taught myself not to fall in love ever with men. All of the men are the same. They like to drink and play on women. I can prove that by thinking of my uncle or my neighbors. They all of them are the same. No doubt about that for sure.

I picked a place to sit. And yet people are staring at me and talking about me. After 14 minutes the bell rang and everyone went to sit. No one is sitting next to me for your information…

The teacher entered the classroom and introduces herself. Her name is Mrs. Fyllzie Beou. And then she called out one by one everyone.

"Raine Skyuo" teacher called.

"Here" I said.

And so, she went on calling all students name.

School was pretty fast today. As I expected, I didn't make any friends. When I got out my school, I realized that there was a Royal Academy next to my school. I was pretty surprised. I walked out my school's gate and I heard someone called my name. I turned around and I saw my classmate… I don't know her okay?

"Raine! Wait up!" She said running toward me. I stopped and she stopped too when she reach near me.

"Is there something wrong, my classmate?" I said, politely.

"No, no, I just wanted to be your friend, Raine…" She said.

"Friend?"

"Yeah… Raine do you want to be my friend?" she said.

I startle by her words. This is the first time someone asked me to be their friends. How sweet. Maybe I made a good choice by choosing this university. I will experience my friendship with her. We could be like BFF's in the world. Yes, I should say yes.

"Really? You mean it?" I said.

"Yes, really, Raine" She said.

"Oh thank you" I said while I hugged her. She was surprised but hugged me back too.

"I suppose that you don't know my name right?" she said.

"No… Sorry, I was sleeping while classmates are introducing themselves"

"Oh… I'm Lillian. Call me Lilly for short" She laughed nicely when I said I was sleeping during the introduction.

"Hey Raine, do you want to buy an ice cream before we go home?" Lilly offered.

"Yeah, sure"

"Thanks for the treat Lilly" I said while we were heading back to our school to grab our bikes. She rides bike to school too. Awesome huh?

"No, thank YOU for being my friend" Lilly said.

"Oh… Actually I should thank you too"

"I don't want to sound rude, but why?"

"How about you first Lilly?" I offered.

"Well, I don't live in the city, you see. So people doesn't like me just because I live in a village" She looked down.

"Really? That's sad… Well, don't worry, Lilly, I don't live in the city, but I'm living near a village too" I said to comfort her.

"Aw cool!"

I smiled."Are you from a village then?" Lilly asked.

"No, actually I'm from another country, Lilly. I had problems with my family so I moved to a new house which I bought near a village." I said

"Oh. I'm sorry for asking, Raine. So near which village you live?"

"Its okay, Lilly. I live near the… QuirlVille"

"Oh more cool! I live IN QuirlVille!" She screamed of excitement.

"Oh nice!" I screamed of excitement too. Then suddenly I walked onto something and fell down. I saw shadows, not from Lilly, but someone others when I looked t the ground assuming what just happened. I raise my head a little and saw 5 guys. Not from our school, I'm guessing that they're from that Royal Academy. The guy who's in the front that lead the crew looked at me with disgusted face. I don't know why but he kept staring at me emotionless. He just stared at me like I'm somewhat ugly duck. But a guy after him, he was smiling at me unlike the front one.

"What the hell? Are you blind or so, money digger?" the front's guy said. I startle when he said the word 'money digger'. What? Money digger? I m so not one! Who on earth does he think he is?!? He doesn't know me, so what kind of freaking right does he got to call me that?

"What? What are you saying, you worthless boy? Money digger? What the hell did I do? I just fell down, mind your own business! I don't need your help nor is this land yours, so back off." I said angrily. Oh, NO one is going to call me money digger. I don't mind what you're going to describe me. But NOT money digger. I'm not that, só am I NOT selfish.

"Mind my own business? I AM! You just splashed your cheap ice cream on my uniform!" said the boy.

"What cheap ice cream? Your uniform is cheaper for sure!" I said without thinking.

"No, Raine. Its okay" whispered Lilly.

"No, it's not okay, Lilly. No ones going to say that to my friend" I said to Lilly.

"Ugh, I am so not going to talk to some deprived people. It's just wasting my time and ruining my life" said that annoying guy as he turned around and walked away with ice cream stains on his uniform.

"Ugh, ignorant boy" I said frustrated.

"Hey Jaden! Aren't you going to make this girl pay or something?" shout a guy, who didn't followed the ignorant boy, to the ignorant boy.

"No, if you want, you deal with it" Jaden shout back.

Jaden's friend turned to me and made a huge grin.

"Miss that will be £360" said he, smiling.

I looked at him with a frown.

"What? For what?" I said.

"TOM! Just don't waste your time on deprived people! They just want to get along with affluent people to get money. Can't you see that braided-hair girl how poor she is? Look at her shoes and backpack. And look at the other girl so-called-Lilly. Short-unprofessionally-cut hair and look at her backpack, all dirty." Shout Jaden.

"What dirty girls? We're not those people! And we don't even have interest to be your friend nor mind your business!" Shout Lilly with a tear came out her eyes as she looked at the ground.

I was very angry at that Jaden guy. So I took my left-over ice cream I had that I splashed accidentally on Jaden and walked to Jaden and threw the ice cream on him. My ice cream flown on his uniform again but this time the whole ice cream with the cup. He made an even disgusted angry face.