Mr. Contradictory

He's so cruel,

He betters the world,

He looks at me as if I am everything,

He treats me as if I am nothing,

His eccentricness unsettles me,

His coldness warms me,

He warns me of dark temptation,

He pulls me toward blood and sin,

He is my heaven,

He is my hell,

I am nothing,

I am everything,

I belong to him,

I belong to no one,

I hear his voice,

I ignore his words,

I want him to hold me,

I want him to leave me be,

I will do as he wishes,

I will never be him,

My love,

My hate,

My greatest sin,

My dearest salvation,

Please take me into your heart; and hold me forever,

Please let me go; and never look at me again,

You, my only love,

You, Aro, are my greatest fear, my greatest friend, my greatest sin