I'm Autumn Isabella Payne. 17 years old. Siblings, Liam Payne. I have no idea of where he is, only the fact that he's not here. With here, I mean home of course. Now I'm going to sleep, talk to you tomorrow.
*Tomorrow*
I heard a soft knock on the door, and sat up, surprised.
Then I hurried burying under my duvet, whoever it was, that person was not going to see my body without sweatpants and hoodie.
The door opened, and I pretended to be sleeping.
I held a tight grip on my duvet, so whoever it was would'nt be able to take it of. I felt someone grip the duvet, someone stronger than me, and take it of. I heard a gasp, and slowly open my eyes, as the person, that I, when I opened my eyes, could see was Liam, carefully lifted my left arm, as he was afraid to break something, and stared at my skeleton arm covered in scars.
I glimted up at he's face, tears running down, and I felt he's arms where trembeling, as he asked, very simple, with an barely noticeable whisper. –Why? I carefully sat up, and took my hand out of he's. –Go! My voice cracked while saying that simple word, and I burst out crying. He shaked he's head, obviously, he didn't want to leave.
-I was planning to introduce you to my bestfriends, but you don't seem to be in the right condition for that? I just buried under my covers, and he cried even more while telling me that he would tell he's mates I couldn't meet them at the moment, and he was with me. Liam went downstairs, and I heard worried voices as they saw Liam's puffy eyes. I could hear Liam say something before heading upstairs again. When he came into my room, he lifted me up in a warm, but still careful hug, and put me down on the sofa.
He took an hoodie and a pair of sweatpants out of my closet, and threw them at me. I changed, without minding he watched.
1. He was my brother. 2. He already knew about my body.
Then I sat down in the couch again, and he pulled me close.
-Now, tell me. I could feel he was sad, and not very happy.
-Well, Jonah, you know? He asked me out, and I was in the clouds.
For a couple of weeks, we were really happy, king and queen at the prom and stuff. Then he started hitting me when I wouldn't do what he said, you know what I'm talking about? He nodded, crying together with me. I continued. –I pretended everything was okay, but then I found out he was cheating, guess who with? –Veronica? He suggested. I nodded. –When I found out, they made the whole school hate me, and yeah, this happened, I said, while pointing at my body.
He was shaking, seemed really mad. He raised up. –I would like to beat shit out of him, but that would ruin both mine and the other lads career. I must have looked like a questionmark, 'cause he laughed at me, and explained. –While you where "gone", I joined the X-factor, came third with the lads downstairs, and I'm a worldwide celebrity obviously. You want to meet the lads? I nodded, and he led me downstairs. –Guys, this is my sister Autumn. The boys gasped.
-She used to be called Tummy, but I don't know. I shaked my head.
–Nope, now its Ugly, slut and so on, I said sadly.
I went down to the couch, and reached for the controller.
-I hasn't touched this since... My voice broke. –Jonah, Liam ended, and I nodded, tears falling down my eyes. I felt eyes on me.
-Mabye some carrots would cheer you up, I heard a voice say, but ignored it. –Not the right moment Louis.
I looked up, to see that superman was on. I smiled weakly, and whispered weakly. –Superman. It used to be my favourite thing to watch on the tv, bit I hadn't seen it for over a year. Yeah, you heard right. Been locked in at my room, for more than 365 days.
-I can't be no superman
But for you I'll be superhuman
Liam sang, while holding me into him.
The boys still didn't knew the story, only my many names, the name Jonah, and the fact I was not happy.
-What song is that, I asked, with trembeling voice. My brother could really sing. –It's one of our songs. I looked at him. –Our? Then I remembered. –Oh, yeah, you told me. He nodded.
I could see one of the boys, he had curly, brown hair, cute, but not my type, lean over to Liam, whispering something in he's ear.
Liam got sad, that type of sadness that you get when you can't tell the truth to your best friends. –What did you ask Liam about, I questioned the boy. He looked at Liam. –He was wondering what had happened with you. –I'll show you, hun, I said serious. Liam gave me a look, like to make sure I meant it. I dragged off my hoodie, and they gasped, surprise was drew in their faces, when they saw my skeleton of a body. Then I showed them the scars. –Why? The boy with blonde hair asked in an cute, irish accent. –Liam, can you tell? I asked as I broke into tears. The carrotboy, Louis I think, sat down next to me, and put an arm carefully around my shoulders.
Liam told everything I told him earlier, while I was crying, and Louis held me tight.
Loui's such a cutie. When Liam was done telling, I looked up, seeing all the boys with tears in their eyes, and I felt bad.
-Louis, I said, managing to laugh. -Can I get one of those carrots now? Everybody laughed with me, and Louis ran to the kitchen, finding some carrots to me.
Just before Louis entered the room, superman got replaced of the commercials, and my brother's face came up on the screen, together with the others.
-One Direction? I like that name, I said. The curly-haired boy looked proud. -It was Harry's idea, Liam told. Okay, the curly haired boy is Harry.
