A love my heart cant bear

Original poem, not a fanfic

Rated T

I love the warm hugs you provide for me,

how I wish that our lips would connect,

and make my heart flutter.

When your arms wrap around me,

and your shoulder is my pillow,

I'm in heaven, but alive.

Your laughter is music to my ears,

How I wish to taste your lips,

and feel the comfort of your presence

letting me know

that i am yours

and you are mine.

...

But i'm swallowed by darkness,

reality

depression

because

Honestly

I have been in love before

with a boy

but that was elementary love

because he's like my brother now.

But, for you,

I feel

And hear

my heart shatter

I'm the only one who can hear it.

Your in love with an 8th grader

you barely know!

You'll never understand

You'll never know

What my heart does because of you;

it flutters; it cracks; it bleeds.

...

I see you in my sleep

my wonderful dreams

but they are only scenarios

that your brain tells you that you see

and hear things...

but in reality

my eyes are closed

i am alone

in a dark bed full of silence and monsters.

You chase off an intelligible boy

while i have had enough of them...

because i want a strong,

independent,

beautiful but not cocky,

intelligent and brave young lady

Just like you.

Red locks,

soft, fun and free

just like you.

Dark blue eyes

make me feel an ocean breeze

small warm hands

beautiful lips

just calling my name.

I love you so much

I cant bear it any longer

to bottle up my fire for you

I can't itll

burn

me

in

my

sleep

please make my dreams reality

please don't make me suffer

nor wait any longer

I love you like I breath

you're my air.

Can't I be your air too?