This fanfiction started at the end of EP17 when Hae Soo leaving the palace and also Wang So. Its how I wish the drama continue on rather than what writer do.
Chapter 1
Regret…
Wang So still on the throne room with a expression that is hard to read but Jimong knew it what on his king mind.. the one and only woman that can make his king go that mad is Lady Soo. Earlier this day she is gone to Prince Jung household as his wife but King Gwangjong did't allowed any wedding to take place but he allowed her to stay with Jung. Jimong already try to talk his king out of it because at the end of the day Jimong knew it will eventually destroy King Gwangjong himself by losing Lady Soo.
Jimong carefully said ' Pyeha you should go to the queen room this night. Its been a whole week you did't go to Queen room'. Its hard for him to said that because he know how much So despise his own Queen but it's the palace rule that make sure the King will slept with his Queen at least one times a week.. the King started to lift his head and Jimong is shocked on how much the King losses his light in his eyes.. the eyes is so alone and full of loneliness that make Jimong pitying his King that losses his love that day..
'You want me to go to my Queen? I don't have any Queen except Soo and she not here! ' So shouted so loud that Eunuch come barging in wondering what make their King so mad.. So just stand up and confronting Jimong and said with a low and coldly voice ' I can sleep with YH to obey the palace rules but you can't ever said that she is my Queen cause she will never be my Queen in my heart. That place belong to Soo and no one can ever replace her!' and by that remark he walk by and toward the Queen YH palace..
Jimong knew deep down that without Soo his king will loss way in life.. he just can sigh with how fate play his king life.. King Gwangjong got it everything but loss everything..
Jung Household
Su sitting on her room still writing her poem and started to think about all her life on palace and her love one.. she know that what she doing will destroy So but she have to do this for him and her love toward each other. This is the only way that she know that will protect her and her child that she know growing inside her womb..
Before Chaeryung being executed she know that she maybe pregnant cause she did't bleed for 2 month and they been sleeping together regularly even after So marrying YH.. and its almost every single night So will come back to her chamber or So will force her to sleep in his chamber.. that day she dressed and wearing their hair pin to let So knew the happy news but she just so heartbroken about Chaeryung that she make a decision to not letting So know about their child.
That incident let Su know how naïve she is.. being in love and as the king lover can't change anything and So will never let Su know about the country problem and rather solve on his own cause Su know that So always want to protect her but that way sabotaging their love too.. Su understand that So now is a king and he need to do what he do to protect the country but she can't accept that everyone changing including So the one that she love the most even more than her life.. so she make the hardest decision that she ever done.. leaving and breaking her promise toward So.
Now she in Jung household to escape the palace and more importantly King Gwangjong.. Su get up and look at the sky and star that held so much memory of them together and hoping that what she do is the best for both of them.. silently she pray….. pray for So and their child and hoping that all will be fine..
The Palace
So back on his chamber cause he can't stand sleeping with YH till morning. The moment he look at his bed he remember all the memory of Su.. when she comfort him and when they making love together on his bed.. and So who never bow to anyone collapsed to the ground and for the first time in his life that he feel so helpless and lonely.. His lover and only friend left him alone in this place that held so much memory of them together just break his heart to pieces.. not even a day pass by since Su gone but he already miss her so much and he felt how empty his life without his Su..
The next day….
So woke up on the floor and he did't even remember when he gone to sleep.. he heard the commotion outside his chamber and he know the Eunuch and court lady is waiting for him to wake up.. 'You can come in.' So said in his coldly tones and start to preparing for his court on that day.. He just coldly acknowledge YH when he having his breakfast and proceed to the throne room and when he pass Su old room he stop and order all people to wait for him.. the moment So enter the room he can smell her perfume that he love the most.. the faint smell of roses and how much the room held their memory together.. at the end he acknowledge that there is no way he can escape his love in this palace cause its too much memory between both of them.. and deep down in his heart he praying that Su did't suffer like he does in this place..
So proceed to the throne room and started his day as King Gwangjong.. too many issue need to be handle and he proving how great he is as the king and try to solve everything that come to him.. lastly the royal doctor come in and greeted him for the last time.. So knew that his royal doctor preparing to retire cause its been 30 years serving to royal family..
'Pyeha its my honor to serve you and your brother also your father when I was here.. no doubt in my heart that you will be a great king and I'm sorry that I can't be on your side anymore but make no mistake I will supporting you all the time.' The royal physician saying his good bye and for So this old man always someone that he trust all this time.. 'I'm giving you a land in your hometown and some gold to give my gratitude all the time that you serving me and my family' So proceed to ask something that he wanted to know for a long time.. 'about Lady Soo… how is she when you last checking up on her?'…. and the royal physician face change and So can sense that..
'I'm not asking anymore but ordering you to tell me as your king!' So said with a low voice.
'Pyeha I think Lady Soo will tell you about her sickness cause she asking me to not ever tell you anything cause she will do that herself but now I'm retiring that the last thing I can do for you.. Lady Soo is very sick with her heart problem and knee.. this one I think you already know but something else that will make her body grow weaker and weaker now.' So face is so red right now cause he can sense something really wrong that the royal physician will tell him..
'Your Highness Lady Soo is pregnant and she decided that she will keep the baby even if her body can't handle the pressure'..
So face just pale white and he just stood on his throne speechless… his lover is pregnant with their child and she went away without telling him that.. So just barge out from the throne room and started to go to his horse and ride away even when he notice all the eunuch and Jimong shouted to stop him but he need to go to Soo.. he need to ask her and look at her eyes once again.. he need his lover again..
TO BE CONTINUE…
Chapter 2
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