It had been months since Sonny left for Paris.

He didn't talk to Will the entire time.

He was back.

He hadn't seen Will yet, he wasn't sure how he would react to seeing him.

He missed his husband and his daughter.

He wanted to fix his broken marriage more than anything and he hoped it wasn't to late.

He loved Will with every fiber of his being.

He was scared though, scared at how they were going to fix their broken relationship.

He left because Will lied to him but more because he was torn between Will and Paul.

He knows what he was doing to Will was just as wrong as Will cheating, he only recently realized that, he struggled with that for a while.

Paul was calling and texting him daily and the more Paul called the more he knew he didn't love Paul the way Paul loved him.

He went to the Kirakis Mansion first to see his parents.

"Sonny, how are you son?" Justin asked.

"I'm good Dad, still sorting some of my feelings out but I am ready to move on with my life," Sonny told him.

"May I ask what you decided," Justin said waiting patiently for Sonny to answer, hoping he was going to hear what he hoped to hear.

"Dad, I love both men but my heart belongs to Will, he is the love of my life the keeper of my soul and I am so angry at myself that it took so long for me to see it."

"I honestly was no better than Will lying when I was sneaking around meeting up with Paul," Sonny said with tears running down his face, "I'm so ashamed at how I acted, how I treated Will."

"I just hope your not to late son, Will has been seeing someone, he honestly did not think he would ever see you again being that you never talked to him, he was broken for so long but the man he is seeing has helped him work through a lot of stuff, I think they are getting serious.

"He has been miserable, you have to know how broken he was Sonny, he thought you were gone and that he would never see you again, you never contacted him, not once, not even on his birthday, he lost his job at True Vista yesterday because he couldn't bring himself to go to work and his Dad has been taking care of Arianna."

"Oh my god Dad," Sonny cried, "You can't be all that surprised Sonny, he thought you left him for good, how did you expect him to feel, he is deeply in love with you and you never tried to get ahold of him and when you left I think a little of him left too," Justin said.

"Sonny, you have been gone for 8 months and I'm guessing that you were in contact with Paul during that time, weren't you? Justin said annoyed.

"Yes Dad, I realize now that my sneaking around was no better than his cheating, I am so ashamed of myself for how I treated Will, I don't blame him for moving on but I need him in my life, I love him with all my heart."

"He think's you hate him, why would you not contact him for so long, if he knew you were in contact with Paul, I don't think he could take it," Justin told him.

"I would suggest you find him as soon as possible, I overheard him earlier making plans with Neil, they were going to dinner and a movie and they are getting serious, Justin said.

"He's with Neil!?, how can he do that," Sonny blurted.

His Dad gave him a glare and Sonny understood, who was he to judge after stringing Paul along and cutting his husband out of his life.

"I talked withWill last week and he wanted me to draw up divorce papers," Justin stated quietly.

"No Dad, he can't do that, I love him," Sonny said, "Have you told him that lately Sonny, have you even talked to him?" Justin said getting frustrated at Sonny.

"Oh god," Sonny said placing his hands on his face fighting back the tears, "How could I do this to Will," Sonny said, "I really messed up this time Dad."

"I need to see him, but first I need to see Paul and tell him that we are not going to be together and that it will never work," Sonny said.

"Do you have any idea where Paul might be Dad," Sonny asked.

"He's working for his Dad these days so maybe you should text him to meet you somewhere," Justin suggested.

"Ok, I need to get my life back in order because I can't live without Will Dad."