DISCLAIMER: I don't own LOST, so I will now go cry and live in a hole for the rest of my life!

A/N: This is written for a challenge, twelve songfics for twelve fandoms…created by Hyperactive Lioness! My bestie and my cousin!

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Sawyer looked away from her, tears in her pale eyes. She just stared at him, who could have known that it would have happened like this? He had paralyzed her with those poisoned kisses. She had been chained to him for the past two weeks, she thought he loved her, but it was all just a lie. Sawyer thought that was the end of it, she stayed for two weeks and she would stay forever. But something in her screamed for freedom, and it stayed alive. She's living in a world without him.

He told her, that she was his darling. That without her, he was nothing. He taught her to live, to look into his eyes. He fed her his sweet eyes, taught her that nothing would ever go wrong when they were together.

She looks out the window and sees a phantom. It's the man she had spent the last three months living for. Jack. The name tasted sweet on her lips. She looked at the sky that had never seemed blue for her, and it seemed as though she could touch it now. She finally sees the light. There's a world without him. The only thing that guides her now is hope. Hope that she will make it through to the next day. She will survive living in a word without him.

It is still hard for her to believe that it's come to this. He poisoned her body with those kisses that she lived for. For fourteen days and nights she lived for him, pined for him. He was the only thing that kept her alive. He thought that was the end of the story, fourteen days with him and she was set for life. Something inside her wanted out, something finally wanted freedom. She's living in a world without him.

He put her together, again and again. He fixed the broken hearts that came her way. He nursed her past until it was all but a forgotten memory. He trashed her for pleasure when he pleased and she was just happy to be loved. He used her again and again, it wasn't love. It was just something to get her through to the next day. He abused her, confused her. She couldn't understand it. She could have anyone at all, but yet, she kept coming back to him.

Suddenly she gets the courage to do something she's never done before. She runs away, right past his gates and she's finally free. She finally knows the life without him. She sees the light and it's almost blinding her. She's living in a world without him. There is only hope now, hope to guide her without Sawyer to lead her. She will survive living in a world with him. She's always been strong.

She still can't believe that it's come to this. He paralyzed her with those sweet words of love. For weeks on end she was lead on a string. She was chained blindly, trained not to see the end. He thought that was the end of the story. He had her and she would never be free. But finally, freedom was calling out to her and now she's living in a world without him.

She can hardly believe that he's not coming after her. He had paralyzed her with those lies of love. For those years she was chained to him, never leaving. He thought that was the end of the story, he had fought for her and now she was his, never to make another decision. Something inside her called for freedom and she's still living in a world without him.

Living in a world, where nothing can touch her. Where blue skies thrive and darkness will never touch her. She's her own person and she can now think for herself. In a world without him.