I search for the words to reveal how I feel.
I start to say it but the words won't come to me. You beautiful blue eyes
sparkle when you laugh and I melt. I love the way your blonde hair glistens
in the sunlight. The way you can make anyone laugh. I love everything about
you. I love you all around.
I look at you and my heart races. You look at me and smile. I melt. Your
smile drives me crazy because it makes you more handsome, if that it
possible.
When you talk to me I act as if you are just another person in the crowd
but you aren't. You are my one true love but you will never know it. I will
never tell you because it can't happen and never will happen. I feel a
burning sensation at the edges of my eyes. I dash out of the room and you
follow. You are concerned. You wonder why I cry the tears I cry.
I run. I cry. I dash out of the castle and into the forest. The thorns and
branches tear at my skin. They tear at my clothes. They leave gashes in my
skin. Blood trickles down my skin out of my wounds. I don't care. I just
keep running and crying.
I hate myself. I told myself not to fall in love with you but I did anyway.
I hear you following me and I try to run faster. I trip and fall to the
ground. You run to my side and I try to push you away but you won't leave.
I cry harder as you try to help me.
I push you away and stand up. I tell you that I am not worthy of your love
and kindness. You tell me that I am wrong and that I am as worthy as anyone
else. I shake my head and more tears stream down my dirt and blood stained
cheeks. You ask me why I cry. I back away and take off deeper into the
forest with you running behind me once more.
I cry. I run away from the pain of knowing that the love I want to happen
between us can never happen. I cry harder at tthe thought of this. I fall
to the ground and I hear you panting behind me. You ask me why I run away
from you. I say because I don't want to fall deeper in love with you than I
already have. I don't want to love you. You sound hurt when you ask me why.
I say because the love I feel and want can never happen. I sand and run
once more.
I run from you, the pain, the hurt, and the love I feel for you, but you
chase me just like my feelings do. I just want to forget everything. For
the love, the pain, and the hurt to just leave me, but they won't. I hold
on to them and I don't know why I do. I cry. I feel you hand grab my
shoulder and spin me around. I cling to you and cry . I cry into your chest
and you do not try to stop me.
You ask me why the love I have can never be. I say because you will never
love me the way I love you. You raise my head so that I stare into your
eyes and you say that you do love me. You press your lips softly against
mine and tears fall down my cheeks again because I know that the love I
want can happen.
I start to say it but the words won't come to me. You beautiful blue eyes
sparkle when you laugh and I melt. I love the way your blonde hair glistens
in the sunlight. The way you can make anyone laugh. I love everything about
you. I love you all around.
I look at you and my heart races. You look at me and smile. I melt. Your
smile drives me crazy because it makes you more handsome, if that it
possible.
When you talk to me I act as if you are just another person in the crowd
but you aren't. You are my one true love but you will never know it. I will
never tell you because it can't happen and never will happen. I feel a
burning sensation at the edges of my eyes. I dash out of the room and you
follow. You are concerned. You wonder why I cry the tears I cry.
I run. I cry. I dash out of the castle and into the forest. The thorns and
branches tear at my skin. They tear at my clothes. They leave gashes in my
skin. Blood trickles down my skin out of my wounds. I don't care. I just
keep running and crying.
I hate myself. I told myself not to fall in love with you but I did anyway.
I hear you following me and I try to run faster. I trip and fall to the
ground. You run to my side and I try to push you away but you won't leave.
I cry harder as you try to help me.
I push you away and stand up. I tell you that I am not worthy of your love
and kindness. You tell me that I am wrong and that I am as worthy as anyone
else. I shake my head and more tears stream down my dirt and blood stained
cheeks. You ask me why I cry. I back away and take off deeper into the
forest with you running behind me once more.
I cry. I run away from the pain of knowing that the love I want to happen
between us can never happen. I cry harder at tthe thought of this. I fall
to the ground and I hear you panting behind me. You ask me why I run away
from you. I say because I don't want to fall deeper in love with you than I
already have. I don't want to love you. You sound hurt when you ask me why.
I say because the love I feel and want can never happen. I sand and run
once more.
I run from you, the pain, the hurt, and the love I feel for you, but you
chase me just like my feelings do. I just want to forget everything. For
the love, the pain, and the hurt to just leave me, but they won't. I hold
on to them and I don't know why I do. I cry. I feel you hand grab my
shoulder and spin me around. I cling to you and cry . I cry into your chest
and you do not try to stop me.
You ask me why the love I have can never be. I say because you will never
love me the way I love you. You raise my head so that I stare into your
eyes and you say that you do love me. You press your lips softly against
mine and tears fall down my cheeks again because I know that the love I
want can happen.
