Title: What Happens when Clark Leaves his Diary Out

Author: Beloved

Feedback: belovedplank@hotmail.com

Fandom: Smallville

Warning: m/m interaction going on here (eventually)….that means SLASH!

Pairing: Clark/Lex

Rating: PG for eventual slash

Disclaimer: None of it's mine (apart from the small thing vaguely resembling a plot) and never will be

*stares dreamily off into the distance at the thought of TW and MR belonging to her*

Summary: Jon helps Clark and Lex get together

Note: No clue when it's set, so lets just say it's an AU

While rooting in the barn for a hammer that Clark had borrowed the day before, Jonathon came across a plain black hardcover book. As he walked over to place it on his son's desk, a page fell out. Curious, Jonathon picked it up…

I, Clark Jerome Kent, am in love with my best friend, Alexander Joseph Luthor.

Writing it down seems so easy! I just wish I could tell him!

It's not like I really expect him to return my feelings, I just can't bear to risk our friendship!

It's difficult enough as it is, what with the way Dad feels about him.

Dad.

He's another problem.

I mean, I don't even know how he's react to me being gay, never mind being in love with Lex –the town pariah!

I'm just worried – I mean, having a teenage alien for a son is probably hard enough.

What if being a gay teenage alien in love with a man he despises is finally too much for him?

I mean, he's my dad and I love him. I don't want to lose him.

So, keeping quiet seems to be the only way I can see to keep them both.

I may not be happy, but I'd be a lot worse if I lost either of them.

Jonathon just stood there in shock, silent tears streaming down his face.

The sound of his wife calling him made Jonathon start, before walking out of the barn – not even bothering to wipe his eyes. Reaching Martha, he took her in his arms and breathed deeply, her scent calming him – as well as his faith in her that she would know what to do.