Behind the dark and heavy door,
I longed for everything to be as before
My heart so weary,
In front of me, amidst the blurry
Were cries of pain and untellable truths,
Enemies with hate and vicious brutes
Deep down, despite of my untaunted front,
I only let my friends knew me as if straight and blunt,
The undesirable war was not my wish
But I clearly understood that I wasn't made to relish
For what was agony, I questioned my mind
Yet it was the greatest thing that made me find
The courage to face
In searching my place
In this cold and merciless world,
I 'd always yearn for my dreams unfurled
My body ached,
My heart bled,
Seeing the unknown before me
A secret part of me fled
Wishing that the dearest people knew
I could to do nothing but plead for a beginning new
Sometimes, I really don't know where to hide
Cos' the might in me forced me to fight
When I see my little sisters' innocent smiles
I wished I could, in my life, walk a few more miles
To tell from apart the world so wide,
That I could never find someone to confide
My feelings inside, for so long I've masked
I really hope that one day my mirage will set so far to be basked
