Behind the dark and heavy door,

Behind the dark and heavy door,

I longed for everything to be as before

My heart so weary,

In front of me, amidst the blurry

Were cries of pain and untellable truths,

Enemies with hate and vicious brutes

Deep down, despite of my untaunted front,

I only let my friends knew me as if straight and blunt,

The undesirable war was not my wish

But I clearly understood that I wasn't made to relish

For what was agony, I questioned my mind

Yet it was the greatest thing that made me find

The courage to face

In searching my place

In this cold and merciless world,

I 'd always yearn for my dreams unfurled

My body ached,

My heart bled,

Seeing the unknown before me

A secret part of me fled

Wishing that the dearest people knew

I could to do nothing but plead for a beginning new

Sometimes, I really don't know where to hide

Cos' the might in me forced me to fight

When I see my little sisters' innocent smiles

I wished I could, in my life, walk a few more miles

To tell from apart the world so wide,

That I could never find someone to confide

My feelings inside, for so long I've masked

I really hope that one day my mirage will set so far to be basked