This is my first ever fanfic so please be kind! My version of the OUAT characters are different and that's because I am not a great writer, this is for fun, and it has been swimming in my head from when Emma pulled the gun on Lily, I am not a great writer so the characters aren't as they are in the show (I know this is repetitive but I don't want to be hated on, it would be like a slap in the face to the ouat fandom if I tried to write as they are in the show) so yeagh

I own nothing and this is just for fun.

p.s. when Cruella and Ursula fell through the portal they A) ended up somewhere different than Lily (I know this probably doesn't make sense, but I like the idea,) and B) they stayed together, everything else was pretty much the same from Rumple's banishment to their return, they just never had to search for Cruella

"talking" thinking flashback

Blonde and curly hair bounced as she ran. Where was she? She doesn't remembered her name, did she have magic? Was that a dream? Where am I? She thinks

"Mal" a soft British voice breaks through her haze "Mal! Darling", shouts inflict a fear which makes itself known by paralysing her! Am I Mal?

"Maleficent! Calm down, it's okay! Don't be frightened" a pretty brunette speaks, a scar above her lip enhances her beauty, and she acts like a queen!

Regina she thinks. Pride overwhelms her, Regina, she knows who this woman is she's Regina! She becomes giddy, I remember Regina! Wait, why do I remember this Regina and not myself? She thinks

"Of all the stupid, idiotic things you just had to go and make a forgetting potion Swan!" the dark haired beauty shouts at a blonde haired woman with the disgusting red leather jacket

"well I am sorry, but she shouldn't have got in the way!" a spiteful whining tone meets her ears and it makes her furious the insolent toe-rag she is the cause of this, she hurt my lily, who is lily, why did she hurt her? "Who am I?"

"Mal" a dark skinned woman walks out from the trees "I have the potion, you'll remember!"

"Give it here" Regina states, in a voice that says I'm the boss "Now sea witch"

"Don't worry baby, soon you'll remember" the sea witch states, she looks worried though, she looks to the Brit whose hair is both black and white, how is that possible? Regina holds out the 'potion' and for some reason mal trusts her, are we friends the glares the sea witch and Brit through her way she guesses not, but still the feeling won't go away, so she looks at Regina, as she takes the potion, " drink it" Regina says nodding her head, mal puts the crystal vial to her lips, she can feel the contours in the crystal almost like she was the one who crafted it, she knows where it curves and, when the potion touches her lips, she feels a flicker of fear, I don't want to remember, I don't want to disappoint the two anymore than I have! Why did I just think that?

She opens her mouth and down the potion goes, it burns, but she remembers

Snow white and her uncharming husband stealing the egg my egg she thinks possessively her whole life, flashes before her eyes, she remembers, Emma Swan, the uncharming couple's brat.

"I'm so sorry mal" Regina states with tears in her chocolate eyes "I'm sorry I tried… I tried I'm sorry" why does she keep repeating these apologies? Where's my daughter? Mal thinks "I tried… I'm sorry." This repetition bores her, "where is my daughter Regina, where is Lily?" Her sharp and clear voice, just makes the tears start to fall, the smile falls from her face, "did you not find her" she feels the diner aptly named "Granny's" empty to see why the former little queen is sobbing! She looks towards Emma, snow white and her charming prince's daughter, she looks towards me, and there is a fear in her eyes that she hasn't seen in a long time!

Ursula and Cruella must sense what's happened for they rush to Maleficent and grasp her arms, not from fear but to protect and comfort, my true loves, she thinks smiling before it wipes off her face "what has happened? You promised to find her, did you?" "Maleficent... she didn't mean to… I mean it was an accident" she looks towards Regina who has looked across towards Emma "she didn't mean to what? Did you do something to my daughter Saviour?" there's danger in her tone everyone can sense it. Emma turns towards her, she smelt metallic blood but she thought it was from something else, not the saviour, she looks closer there's no wounds on the saviour, where did the blood come from "Saviour" there's an urgency to her voice. Emma looks towards her in fear and says in a broken tone "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. She was just there. I was so angry. She knew about everything. The fairy-tale parents. How she came to this word. She was going to hurt them. I couldn't let that happen. Please! Please! I'm sorry!" The saviour says faster than she thought a human could possibly speak, that's when she looks around there's blood on the back passenger door, why would there be blood there if Lily didn't return with them.

She surged towards the door. Regina blocks her way. "Maleficent. Don't. You don't need to…" Reina doesn't get to finish she pushes past her. No she thinks not her, not my baby I haven't got to tell her that I loved her, that I wanted her, that it wasn't her fault she ended up here, that the so called heroes couldn't take it that their child could bring destruction to the entire realm so they switched their baby's darkness for her daughter's light. What is that sound? Why does my throat hurt? She thinks she's screaming with what she sees, her baby, her baby's dead, she reaches out with healing magic but it passes right over Lilly's crumpled body she turns with fire in her eyes her voice is scratchy and she briefly wonders how long she's been screaming "I'll destroy you, I'll destroy you!" she screams, Ursula and Cruella hold her as she collapses

She doesn't believe it but she know it's true she turns towards her loves and cries. "Hush love" the whisper in her ears, they disappear in a cloud of grey smoke, Ursula has moved them to their home, there they stay while Mal sobs

Please tell me what you think but please be kind! Should I continue?